x))

Aloha :D Hehe . Btw , ALOHA is MY WORD , nobody else can steal that word from me :P So starting from today , everyone stop using ALOHA :P It's a rule now , if not I call 999 and ask the police to put you into jail for breaking my rule :P


x) Currently talking to Erinchewyingsyuen :) Awwh , I just love talking to her , when I'm with her , all problems cease :D Ily a lot girl :) Forever , We will be together :)


Habbo :D Haha , thanks to my wife ( Erinchewyingsyuen ) for helping me create an account :DDD Hehe :D If not I wouldn't be playing Habbo now . x)) Yer , I'm so freaking jealous of Firdaus's Habbo , Freaking yeng leh (Y)

I freaking miss 151110 :) It was the most perfect-ed day in my life ♥ With her :) Argh , miss her so much now , what to do ? :(


Waiting for next year so badly . So I can see her again :) Hehe . I hope we would have fate to just meet at any time this Christmas . I still don't really understand the meaning of a mistletoe , I just know that it's a plant 8D Right ? :S


Haha . Sorry :( Today kinda hyper . :D Byebye :D Sorry for the short post . I just came blogging for Erinchewyingsyuen ♥ :)

BYE , take care yeah ? :)

Love is ever lasting . :)

I believe it now :) You'll be my FOREVER :) I thank you for the happy memories :D There'll be a lot more , I believe :D

So glad that you are mine :) For now and forever :)
I would never let you go :) I promise :D Would you ?
You're so NOTTY la :P We're the NOTTIEST couple I guess xD
hehe . I love you girl :D
Hehe :D


Omg :D She's causing global warming la :DDDD Haha , hawt dao .. :) Hehe . That girl up in that photo there , is my one & only . :) She's super cute la :DDD
I love her so so much that nothing could break us apart . :)
I'm so proud that she's mine now :) and for forever :D
♥ Iloveyou Erinchewyingsyuen ♥

You'll be in my heart no matter what :)


Sorry for the short post D: It was dedicated to the most important girl in my life forever ♥ :) ILY :)

SAYONARA :)

On planet Earth . You're the only person that's perfect

Iloveyou :) ♥

I'm speechless when I'm with you . I try to be someone that you'll like more when I'm with you , but I realize , all I need is to be myself . I can be myself when I'm with you .
:D
When I'm with you , I'LL MAKE EVERY SECOND COUNT , because I'll miss you whenever you're NOT AROUND . When I kiss you , I still get butterfly years from now . ♥

♥ And I'm in love . You , by right , is the only person that filled my life with colours :D You stepped into it , and now it's brightened :D
I thank you for everything you've done . I love you :D

I would never ever let go . I'll marry you :)

With my life , I'll swear to take care of you for my life :D
I'll only mean things when they're true :)
Iloveyou ♥
Nights everyone :D And to you too , sweetheart ♥

Love :D

Love is about trusting your companion even when things seem wrong . I love you :)
I really do .
I never once lied about what I said to you . I mean them . I mean every single word of them .
ErinChewYingSyuen , Wo hui yong yuan ai ni :)
I won't ever let stuff go wrong again . But you have to promise me to never say that stuff ain't working out anymore . Cause it will . :)

I love you and forever will .



Sorry for short post :( Bye . :D

♥

ForeverLove ♥

We were made to be . ♥

I trust in our love . A lot of stuff happened when we were together , we fought it together . We still love each other a lot . We shouldn't let go now . I wanna live happily with you .

Are you willing to love me for the rest of your life ? Do you still think that I'm the one for you ?
Yes , I will and I do .
We will work things out . We will make things right . We will love each other till the end of time . We will make a fairy tale come true . We will be having sweet moments together that we can remember for the rest of our lives . We will have stories that are funny and also romantic to tell our children or grandchildren when we grow old together .


But did you realize ?? I said WE , that means the both of us WILL and have to work together . We will BE happy after we sort it out :) We can work this out , but only if we do it TOGETHER . We will stand together FOREVER . We will be LOVING EACH OTHER . We will be together UNTIL THE END of our lives . We wouldn't run out OF TIME if we appreciate the time left .
There's a code :D Haha . Try putting all the COLOURED WORDS and WORDS IN CAPITAL LETTERS together :)


Just to tell you , I really love you , the most :D

Bye :) Sorry for short post . Gtg teman her chat liao :P Bye :P

Matthew , Thanks :)

MATTHEW LEE GEN , Thanks a lot . I love you a lot . But I still love ErinChewYingSyuen the most :P

Thanks for helping me with her . I don't know how to repay you la :)
But still , thanks Erin . You're my one & only forever . There won't be another , you took my heart , and I'm proud to let you keep it :D


Thanks yeah :D Sorry for the short post . :)

Wow ... -.-

I always seem to be the bad guy , argh ! I feel like killing myself now . Fine , I guess this is the way it is .

Anyways , Today was kinda awesome 8D hehe :D Haihs , but it's over , ain't it ?? We can't go back , I'm sorry we gotta keep moving on . I think I can only see you next year D: Haihs .. I hate this life weih . I don't live just to play basketball la , I'm needa have fun too right ?? I like a prisoner at home . D:


I wished we could be alone forever . With nobody disturbing us , I would really like to stop down time . I wanna be happy with you forever . I don't wanna hurt , I don't wanna cry , I don't wanna get tear apart , I don't wanna be sad . I just want you in my arms , forever .



I love you too much to just let you go . :(

Boredom ~

If there was a shooting star , what would be the first thing you would wish for ?? :O
I would wish to be with you forever . :D
Have you ever loved somebody so much that you'll give your life for her/him ?? :O
I had , yeah . A few times , but still they weren't the ONE , I kept thinking they were , but in the end , they weren't . I really think that you're the one , but will you love me till the very end ?? :O
Are you willing to give your life just to make mine better ?? :O
Are you willing to spend your life with me ?? :O
I am willing to :D But I really wish that you're gonna stand by me even through the darkest alleys .
I love you ErinChewYingSyuen , I really do . ♥
I hope that we'll be what they call FOREVER LOVE ♥ , we'll never leave each other , will we ?? :O
I just want to live happily with you till I die . But do you want to spend your whole life with me ? :O
I'm sorry if this hurts you , but I needa know how you feel girl , I love too much to just let you suffer your whole life with me . Are you happy with me ?? :O I am extremely happy with you ♥
I want to love you forevermore , I want to be the one to lend you my shoulder so that you can cry , I want to be the one that will comfort you whenever you're scared or sad . ♥ Iloveyou , don't leave me alone ♥

Aloha :DDD ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Alohaaaaaa !!!!! :DD hehe , so long since I've used that word on my blog D: haha , I miss that word D: hehe .. But still , I miss you more D: I freaking can't live without you by my side :( I need you in my arms . I want you back , I don't want to let you go again when you're in my arms next time ...

I will never let you go , I hope that time could just slow down when I'm with you . I never wanted you to leave so fast , Don't even know when's the next time we're gonna meet D: I miss you like hell , I wanna be with you now . D:


I really love you weih , why do you treat me so nice ?? :O I always wanted to know , tell me when we talk on the phone later :D ^^^^ hehe , I think I might SLEEP early tonight , freaking tired :O Sorry sweetie , can't teman you for long , forgive me D: Stupid Jia Rui la , can't sleepover at my house D: Made me feel so lonely , ohhh ya , when are you coming to my house dear ?? ^^^^ haha xD Joking .


Okay , enough with the lovey dovey stuff already -.-

So how's life for everyone now ?? To all LickHung-ians , I MISS YOU ALL SO EFFIN MUCH ! Argh , I'll die sooner or later weih , life's horrible without you guys and girls D: But still , we have to move on right ??? Can't ust be stuck in the past forever . So yeah , if we have fate , then we'll definitely see each other again :D hehe , I realized that there a quite a number of students going to my school next year :DDD hehe , I'm so not alone anymore :D


To Matthew and Amanda Ng :
Haha , I guess that you guys had a wonderful day today right ? :D Don't brush your teeth or tongue weih . xD Haha . Glad that you guys had fun :D Hope that we can see each other again D: I miss double dating with you guys weih D: haihs , bored like hell now D:



To my O.A.O (ONE AND ONLY) :
You know who you are :DDDD Fine , just in case you'll act stupid and make me tell you who you are , I'll just put your WONDERFUL NAME here :D
ERINCHEWYINGSYUEN :)
You'll always be there for me right ?? I hope you will :D hehe , to be honest , I really think that we were meant to be . We have the same personality :DD hehe . We both love each other so much :DDD But still I love you more :PPP haha . I win this time angel :P



Hehe . I guess I'm too lazy to post liao , I actually posted just for my wifey , she kept nagging me :/ But still , I want her to keep on nagging me till I die :D Hehe , love the way she nags me :DDD haha xDD Okay .. I guess that's all D': Will post some other day :)

Nights :D Sleep early :D

SAYONARA !!!!

You and Me , when can we see each other again ?? D:

I freaking miss everything that we did , couldn't the time like slow down when we were together ?? I want to hold you again , what if you find another boyfriend and leave me alone ?? I found happiness in you , you found me and made my life happy , I don't want you to leave me . I want to be the one that you'll tell everything to , I want to be the one to hold you tight when you're scared , FOREVER . I don't want to leave Lick Hung . Now , we can barely see each other anymore :(

I don't know how to maintain our relationship , but I'll try my best to make it go smoothly okay ?? I won't love another , like I said , after I've found you , I never wanted to let you go anymore . So , please love me back . Dear , I need your love and everything to continue surviving . ILOVEYOU . I can't and won't ever let you go because I love you too much . More than words can say .


We graduated already D: I wish that we will have fate and can see each other again , I hope everyday , I could go and meet you up and do everything that we did before , I will hold you tight this time , and never let you go , even till I die . On the full moon , I think I would give you everything that I have , I don't want you to leave me .


I will break these chains that bind me , happiness will find me , leave the past behind me .
Happiness really found me , You are my happiness now , and forever . Baby girl , I hope that you really could leave the past behind you and start a brand new life , I wanna be in your new life , knowing that you can leave the past behind , I think that would really mean a lot to me . But it's okay if you can't , I can't blame you , like I said , it's your choice , not mine .


We can't tell the future , but all I know is I really want to spend my life with you girl , you're my everything . I love you ... :D

Bye . Gtg chat with her .

Sayonara ! :)

ErinChewYingSyuen - AaronJaredNgSzeChyn . I'll never let go :D

I effin love you weih :D hehe . I miss holding you in my hands la D: And tomorrow is gonna be our last day in Lick Hung D: I really hope that I could hold you in my arms and never let you go , I want the time to go slow tomorrow , I really hope we could stop the time tomorrow . So that I would never be apart from you .. ErinChewYingSyuen , I will miss everything about you D:


Of course , I would love you . Like I said before , WE are what people call TRUE LOVE . True love LASTS FOREVER . WE might be FAR in DISTANCE , but still OUR HEARTS are CONNECTED FOREVER . I won't let you go baby girl .You're mine forever , and I promise , I'll be yours forever , faithfully :DD

Love me and never let me go girl , I'll do the same . Today was the awesomest day ever :DDD I love you :D Thanks for giving me a wonderful day darls :D We would last forever , I swear :D


Thanks baby girl . Thanks for everything .


Nights ~ Love you lots :DDD

SAYONARA :D

Love + 7 A's = Extreme HAPPINESS x)

I freaking love today :DDDD I teman-ed ECYS the whole day :DD Ahh , I'm so crazy in love with you darling :DD Just looking at you makes me smile :D Now I do believe that love is forever x)

Hehe . I'm proud that you've got 5 A'S darling :D You did great :D I hope my dad gives me back my phone . So that I can text you :D I freaking miss your kiss now . Your kiss makes me high xD haha ....


So ... :D hehe I don't know what to say leh , I can hardly breathe when I'm with you :D I can hardly do anything that embarasses myself infront of you :DDD haha . I just love you girl :D

I just hope that you'll love me back and nothing can seperate us from loving each other :DDD

Sayonara !!! :DDD

Loving each other ~ Forever love :D

Aloha :DDDD I'm freaking happy :DDDD hehe :DDDDD You've brighten up my day , You left a smile on face , You've left a perfect memory for me before we graduate :D I don't know what else to say other than ILoveYou :DDD

Kor , I'm sorry ... D: I freaking hope that you're not mad :( IF YOU ARE , I really don't have anythign to say except I'm sorry , you cheered me up when I was dead EMO , if you hate me , then I really will be sad :( But just know that I'm sorry :(


ILOVEYOU !!! :D You made me hyper :DDD You made me feel like I've drank 20 cans of RedBull xDD :DDD hehehehe , you're in my head , and I can't get you out of it , You'll always be my #1 in my heart :D


I love you darling :DDDD

ECYS , We'll be together forever :) Iloveyou , forever & always :DDD

SAYONARA !!! :DDDD RedBull xDDDD

Cyber :DD

At Ftz now :DD With Firdaus , Samuel Tek , JoeHann , Choong Woi :DDDD Ponteng-ing is freaking fun weih :DDD

Sien weih , at school got nothing to do at all , wth weih , I miss you :( :( :( What to do ?? I can't do anything cause we're not even a couple ... Haihs D:

Sienn weih , nobody online .


Sorry for short post . Going to play Sudden Attack now :DDD

SAYONARA :DDD

... :(

Heyy readers :D Sorry for not posting for some time D: I was lazy and practically EMO D: Sorry ya , forgive me can ah ?? :( Gomenasai :(

Aloha Au la`oe means I love you in Hawaiian , I really do , but I guess it doesn't even matter to you anymore :( You have him in your life , and I ... I'm just another jerk that does not even worth belonging in your world , I'm sorry , I'll just back off . I bet you already forgotten all the bitter and sweet memories we went through , I can't forget em' . Like you said , you moved on .

I freaking feel like killing myself when I see your face , it's like a sharp needle poking my heart when I just see that smile of yours and remembering that I can't have you in my arms again , I just ....


I bet that you're not even reading this post right now , but to be honest , my heart will never let go of you , I might say that I moved on , but deep inside , you're still there .

I try to be happy for these few people :
Le-Yon , Cheng Jun , Kent Seong ,Kent Leang , Firdaus , Jia Rui , Garry , Yao Dong , Yu Yang , Samuel Tek , Yong Wai Han , JoeHann , Matthew , Euwern Wong , Bryan Lai , Wei Kin , Shan Jun , Erin Chew , Amanda Ng , Amanda Chin , Meigie Yap , Fong Lam , Khang Yen , Jin Zhen , Amber Liew , Yueh Qi , Zheng Yang , Hock Soon , Ern Tze , Bing Tzen , Wei Sheng , Kuan Aeng , Nathanael , Jok Onn , Fong Min , Ying Hui , Sze Too , Wen Hao , Adrian Tan , Chee Wei , Koon Wei , Yong Heng , Kae Yong , and many more .

Thanks to those who gave me strength and courage that I needed to fight this war , I fought it bravely with you guys by my side . ILY . :)

Bye , nights readers :) Have A good rest :)

Sorry for the dramatic post if that's what you call it >.<

SAYONARA !!!

Gone .

I don't like Amanda Ng , why in the hell does everybody thinks that I do ?? I'll only love Marissa Remesh Natesan forever . I swore . I won't break my promises anymore .

Dedicated to : M____ R____ N_____

I really really love you , I don't know how to express it to you anymore , we're face to face but we're not eye to eye , our hearts drifted apart . I really need you in my life . I don't want to lose you ever again . Please just don't let go . Please give me another chance . I never loved anyone else other than you , please believe me , I can't live without you , and it hurts to not have you by my side anymore . If you're angry then just tell me , I'll change for you , I will . My heart's with you , so please come back to me , I can't forget everything we've been through , can you ?? Please just don't go and give me another chance . I don't and won't love another girl other than you , I really miss you ...
Hope that you're there to read this , I can't stand not having you .

Thanks for everything you've done , I love you forever & always . Don't let go .

Dreams ..

Dreams were never meant to be , were never maent to come true , were never meant to be happy things . Nightmares , they do happen . It's like dejavu , evrything's happening again :( I can't live like this anymore .

Things weren't the way it was anymore , everything's tearing apart . Do you even love me ?? Was it a dream ?? I don't understand . I love ____ , I need ____ , I miss ____ , I want ____ , I'm crazy in love with ____ :(

Sorry for short post , got no mood :(

Boring =.=

Sienn like hell la !!! What can I do in school ?? Play basketball ?? Play football ?? Still freaking sienn la x( Damn weih , I miss the times when I get to teman you the whole afternoon :( It was so happy and fun that time . :( I don't know whether I will get that chance again or not :( Hope that I can la .

So what's going on recently ?? Tell me stories , I'm bored . Hang-out with me , I need someone to talk to . Bored like hell weih , can someone save me from this kingdom of boredomness ?? It kills to live in this kingdom .

Life's unfair . Everyone's gone crazy . Something is wrong . Haha . I'm not emo just some parts of a song . Argh !!!!! Why isn't that girl online ?? I need to start typing stuff la , my hands tak boleh tahan liao larh !! Come online leh , anyone but it's best if that person was you :D

But do you care ?? I'm not sure la . What to do ?? Should I ask you ?? Don't know . CONFUSED :S Arghh , confusion x( Don't know where to run to , who to run to :( Need help x( Okay , stop with the unhappy things would I ??

Ermmmm .... What to type leh ?? Feel like typing 100 pages of words but I don't know what to type xP Oh , haha . Found a story . Saya akan menceritakannya dalam Bahasa Malaysia , boleh tak ??

Hari ini , saya ditampar oleh seorang pemuda yang berisi semasa saya sedang bermain bola keranjang . xD Pada masa itu , saya betul-betul ingin menampar orang itu dengan sekuat-kuatnya tetapi saya dapat menenangkan hati saya dengan hanya menengok ke arah orang tersebut xD Orang tersebut ialah ... Nanti baru saya akan memberitahu rakan sekalian x) Saya sendiri pun tidak tahu apa sebabnya hatiku akan tenang ketika saya menengoknya xD Selain itu , hatiku berdebar-debar apabila dia lalu di hadapan saya . Saya ingin bersamanya sekali lagi , tetapi ... saya fikir mungkin saya tidak mempunyai tuah untuk menjadi teman lelakinya lagi :(

Okay xD How's my BM ?? Good right ?? I know xD Joking . I'm not that perasan . I'm not a NERD okay ?? Don't call me that okay ?? Thank you for your cooperation :)
Hehe , I just think I LOVE HER !!! I'm SIAO d x)

Haha , sorry . I'm crazy till I can't type anymore so sorry x( Sorry for short post . Post again sometime . Nights guys and girls : ) Sweet dreams :D

SAYONARA :)

What's going on ??

What's wrong ?? What's going on right now ?? What's tearing us apart ?? Everything's going the wrong way . Unexpected things are happening right now , so what do I do ? Cause I still love you ..

I don't know what's happening , I don't know what to do , I don't know how you feel , I don't know why stuff like this are happening , I don't know what to say , I don't know what's right and wrong . This stuff happened after you left . I can't say much , I gotta let you go , it's for your own good right ?? You're better off without me , I should be happy if you're happy . So I guess this is it .

I'm just sorry . I keep making mistakes . I know I'm wrong . But at least , let me know what I did wrong . I swear that I'll never talk to you ever again . Just go on , it was always what you wanted right ??

I'm thinking about you , I'm thinking about the way we used to be , it was nice , perfect . But it's all the past now , let's just move on . Bye . I'll stop bugging you . You're free , run and never look back , leave the past behind and get along .

Our final goodbye . :(

Haru-Haru ... Day by Day ...

What's going on ?? Life's getting from BAD to WORSE ! I thought we were supposed to be happy after UPSR ?? Well , I thought ...

I thought about a lot of stuff .. But most of them didn't come true , One of them was about me and you . I thought that we would have be happy together , loving each other forever , but love didn't last after it drifted us apart ... I thought that this was true love , but it's just a dream that's gonna break us down , and tear us up into pieces . I thought that you loved me , I thought that we were meant to be , I thought we would be happy , I thought about a whole lot of things ... But it was all just thoughts , not dreams that come true ...

Love . Love . Love . Love . Love . Love ,
When I think of that particular word , your name popped up into my mind . When I see your face , my heart pounded and never stopped ... When you were in my arms , I never wanted you to leave again ... When you were in my heart , I'll lock the door and keep you there forever ...
But that's the past , and it will never repeat again ...

Wants .
I wanted to make this last ... I wanted to prove that loving someone can be happy ... I wanted to make everything go the way we planned it ... I wanted to forget everything and start a new life with you ... I wanted to live a happy life ... Stuff that I wanted .

Realizes .
I realized that you were the perfect one . I realized that we were meant to be . I realized that our love never lasted . I realized that it takes more than a heart to love someone . I realized all of that when it was too late ...

I don't want you to go , but what can I do to stop you ?? There's barely anything that I can do right after you went . I'll still be loving you with all that I have . And there's nothing else that I can do other than that .

With each paasing day , my life goes from BAD to WORSE , and WORSE to WORST . I really can't stand it anymore , I tried to make a shout but nobody could hear it . I tried looking for a way out , but I'm stuck in the maze of your heart . I can't hold on anymore .

I'm just sorry for everything I did to you , Sorry for making life a worse place for you to live in . Sorry for letting you bear all the pain . Sorry for not understanding how you felt . Sorry for not being there for you when you neede me the most . Sorry for tearing you apart and killing your wonderful dreams . I'm sorry .

I guess there's nothing more that I can say ... I'll love you forever with my heart , my soul and everything that I got .

Bye ~

Breaking point ~ Gotta Let go ...

Everything was going so smoothly ~ Everything was like a fairytale ~ Everything was like everlasting ~ Everything was perfect ~ Everything was JUST A DREAM ~

Tearing apart ~ Breaking down ~ Burning up ~ Heart-Breaking ~

Forever & Always ?? Everlasting ?? Never-Ending ?? Meant To Be ??

I realized that fairy tales don't come true , life doesn't end with a happy ending . I realized that love is impossible . I realized that everything we've been through was just a dream . I realized that true love never existed . I realized that it was a little game and you gave up .

I'm trying to know why . But even if I did , it wouldn't change anything right ?? Yeah , this is permanent . This , I guess , would be the life we would be going through every day .....

Most of us would be thinking that life's happy ... I thought about it before , it will be happy if you do what you wanna do , and say what you wanna say .. It's freaking happy that way . So who am I to stop you from being happy ?? I'm just another ordinary guy . Yeah , I should be asking myself : " WTF is my problem ?? " .

I guess this is it .. I undertand what you're doing ... It's the best for you and me . I don't care about anything else , but on one condition , be happy . Live it with happiness , I guess that's the most that I could ask from you .

I think that's all ... Forver I will love you with everything I got , I swear .. But just move on , you can live happier :) That's what I want from you :) So deal ??

With love ,
AaronJaredNg :)

UPSR ... Two weeks time

Ooops ... So long since I've posted x( Sorry :( Haiz , What to do?? got UPSR leh ... Preparing like hell weih .. Everyday study , study , study , study and study ... Haiz.. Sien la
So how is everybody ?? Hehe ... I'm okay ... hehe , Gotta study rite ? Tiring right ?? Pressuring rite ?? Life taking right ?? Killing rite ?? Sien right ?? I understand too but this is the last push guys ... WE can't do this xD haha I sound like a wise guy xD haha But really , do this for you family , friends , teachers . Make them all proud of you ... It'll all end very soon :) So okay yeah ?? Study like mad yeah ??


After UPSR , remember to come to my class and look for me .. We'll be partying like monkeys that time xD But before that WE'll have to go through UPSR first ... So let's fight till the very end ... Get good results and then do everything you ever wanted to do ... This is the very first war in our lives ... So give everyone a good impression of ourself to people .. :) So jia you :) So gambateh (: So tambah minyak : D So let's all oil okay ??

Seriously ... Let's give it the final push ... We'll make it to the top ... We'll be all we wanted to be after this :) So bersabarlah ... So chill la ... TWO WEEKSSS leh .... Can't you guys be patient and wait?? It's gonna be worth it if we all do what we are suppose to do like study now ... It'll pay off when it's over ... Believe me , you'll be more than happy when you get results that are satisfying :)

So deal yeah ?? Study hard and then do well in UPSR :) After that , we'll get out of this ferocious nightmare :)


Sorry for the short post .. Today's one was just for encouraging all those people who are like me , those who are lazy to study ... Btw , to my O.A.O , ILOVEYOUUU :) hehe :) I 'll support you all if you guys support me ... We'll fight this back to back :) Hand to hand :) Bye ... Gtg study liao :/ Haha ... HARDWORK pays off :) BYEBYE :)


SAYONARA :)) ((:

Ooops xD Since when was the last post??

Aloha =) hehe =) Omg !!! hehee I'm just SO DAMN FREAKINGGGG happy now xD Haha... Thanks to those people who wished me Happy Birthday and oso Happy BIRDday , xD haha , wth weih ... =) haha thanks a lot though =)





Haha... My birthday was so awesome cause of you guys =) Heeheee =) So how's life for the readers out there?? Got any problems that I can help with?? But no matter what you do or wanna do , Do it with a big grin on your face =) that's what i wanna see on everyone's face okay?? Deal??





Wow, haha today was such an lucky day for me weih xD I should go buy the Toto number 2207 xD haha, Today was Thursday , so like normal , a few of us would do stuff against the school RULES xD So we went to the FOOTBALL FIELD xD Want to know how we got in rite?? Haha We climbed in like lil monkeys =) We were experts so it wasn't much of a prob to us xD haha... We played till we were tired and I decided to get out of the FOOTBALL FIELD !!! And when i was out , Marissa and Amanda told me that there was teachers looking at us when we were playing ... But guess who that teacher was?? Hahah ... It was this teacher hu was always EXTREMELY nice to me ... =) It was ......... ( DRUM ROLL ) xD ....... It was CIkgu Fairuz =) Wow , lucky rite? xD He actually just let us all go leh xD hehe Addition to that, he said that we could play on Thursdays leh =) He said he would unlock the gate for us so nice rite ?? =)



Thanks to him , those people who likes football can now join me and a few more people on thursday =) Haha, but only from 4.30 to 5.30 la so come earlier la =)



To this very SPECIAL girl in my heart =) I LOVE YOU !!! Haha I guess you yourself know who you are =) Sorry readers xD Im kinda crazy liao dun blame me k?? Most probably because of those STUPID EXAMS =( Now, my brain is fried and my brain juice habis liao xD Haha jk jk dun worry im ok =) Just that i would be a lil SIAO la xD



Haha ... okay ... Btw, did u noe that Kent Leang not in school cause of HIGH FEVER ?? :( Yer, damn bored without him leh =( Haiz so everyone hu has read this post ust pray and hope for him to get well soon kay?? Or else I'll be angry xD



And have to promise me this .. Smile forever okay?? haha =) Smile Smile Smile Smile Smile =) haha =) We'll be the champions of Smileys =) xD



Haha ... So erm sorry for the short post today =( haiz gotta teman that SPECIAL SOMEBODY in my heart today =) gotta chat with her =) just miss her a lot =) so u readers sleep early too okay?? I don't want your PARENTS to be nagging at you the whole day xD haha gudnit =) Sweet Dreams =) Byebye =) See you guys again =)

SAYONARA !!!! =)

Back from Hulu Selangor =)

Heyya =) Aloha =) Haha, ao long since I last posted... sorry readers.... gomenasai =( Hooray =) Woohooo xD Haha, finally my dream came true, I'm gonna represent Selangor =)

I miss you guys a lot... But I missed you the nist =( Haiz , so sad leh , couldn't see you for like a whole week =( Luckily we could text =)

Okayy. How's school?? Heard that loads of things happened when I wasnt around... Tell me... Tell me and leave a message in the CHATTBBOXX on the right hand side ok?? Im bored =_=

And I heard that Kent Leang's leg got hurt during high jump... Please tell me more info about it... I pray that he's ok cause he was the bestest friend on earth... Please tell me what happened too cause I seriously dun wanna live on earth without knowing what's happening ...

One word for the trip : AWESOMEEEE !!!! ;D Seriously, It was. We stayed in a apartment in Hulu Selangor... It was named Serendah Golf Resort but to me it was more like an apartment... It was surrouded with trees =) Imagine that guys xD It seriously was nice... The apartment was near the hill... And there was a road to go around the hill =) And one day after finishing our training from 10 am - 1 pm ... Our teacher took us on the journey aroud the hill xD It was fanstastic... And all of us were like "WOW" , "COOL" and of course " WHY NO MONKEYS??!!" xD And then we went back to the apartment...

Wow... The people there were greater than the scenery =) I can say that it was a great time that we had there... The people were friendly and at that moment I could see that we'll make great friends =) I love that place... And I'm going again on the 3rd =)

Okayy ... Now's your turn to be the story-teller... Remember to comment on my posts and oso leave messages on the chatbox ;D Lazy to type liao lar so remember to tell me about what happened in school this few days=)

Okayy, sorry for the short post today readers... will post more nxt time... i promise =)\


SAYONARA !!!!

The wrong things at the wrong time...

Why?? Why?? Why?? Why is everything bad happening at this time of my life?? Is it a challenge?? I'm not going down but I needa know that you'll be there for me.. I know about the last minute thing to go to Hulu Selangor to train, I'm sorry marissa=( I'm also sad cause I can't do what I need and want to do... I'm so so so sorry ;( I broke the chain again, I'm drifting us apart once again... I'll try my best to make it up to you, I promise...

I guess the world's never unfair... But I'll swear that I'll hold your hand through it all.. I'm gonna fight for this, and I want you to fight for this too...

I'm just posting this to say sorry... Sorry marissa=( To the readers, I'll post when I come back from Hulu Selangor nxt thursday ok?? BYE
Goodnite, Gomenasai

SAYONARA

Miracles that I hope for never comes true =(

Im hoping that we'll get back together like how we used to be, I've messed up again... If only you're still there, let me explain it to you... I don't wanna live on earth without you, you're my everything,I can't lose you. I can't miss you, I can't hug you anymore, I can't hold you anymore, I can't live with no more you, I hope you're still there to read this cause this is really dedicated to you...

I reallly just need a chance to explain, Let me do it, I'm not and never gonna let you go. I love you and I know you feel the same way too. So why can't we be together?? I've messed up, I know that, I just need one last chance. If I really ever break your heart again, you can just walk away, just give me one last chance please, I can't smile a day without you here, I can't breathe cause there's no you anymore, I can't eat anymore cause I've been thinking and thinking bout you, I've lost everything, How's that ok?? =(

I really need you in my life marissa... I DON'T EVER WANTED TO LOSE YOU, you know that too, I really can't do anything with no you. I guess you're mad and sad at the same time. I hope you're there to read this. I really really am sorry. I really really wanna love you, Just one last chance, I know you don't trust me anymore but I hope that you'll just put a lil faith into me, cause I never ever cried over a girl b4 and you're the first. I really love you a lot, we were meant to be. After we went through so many things before, why can't we continue to be together?? After so many things, are we just gonna let everything go just like that?? Well, I'm not and I hope you're not too. So please let me explain. I hoping that we can be together forever. Cause our love is stronger than anything on earth. You know it too. Cause we were meant to be. To be with you is my first and my last thought when I met you cause I knew you were the one. So I'm really hoping you're there marissa. cause I really really never ever loved a girl as much as you b4. please read this cause I'm not willing to let you go.

I know I've messed up. Now, I'm just hoping for one last chance from you, If I break my promise again, you can just break off all the connections with me. You can slap me if you want to, I'm willing to do anything just to be with you. You can do whatever you want, please give this last chance... Really hoping that you're there. Cause my love for you never ever changed, you're my all, you're the best, you're the one for me and I love you so.
PLEASE READ THIS MARISSA =(

TheDayBeforeTheTake-Off ):

I don't wanna go :( Why can't I stay for a while more?? I don't want you to suffer, I don't want you to handle it yourself :( I wanna be there for you...

I'm going to Hulu Selangor tomorrow :) actually not tomorrow it's today :) haha, Wish me "one road follow wind " la... Haha direct translation from chinese xD Haha, Wish me luck too... I'm gonna miss you guys, I'm gonna miss LICK HUNG!!! I'm gonna misss YOU!!! I'm gonna be bored there without my close friends :( I can't believe I actually haven't pack my bag that I want to bring there xD I needa bring lots and lots of stuff.... My bag is gonna be full of my stuffs :0

I hope you guys will have lots of fun when I'm not around for these three days :) I hope you'll be smiling cause I don't wanna see anybody emo... This year is our last year at LICK HUNG so take this oppurtunity and make some memories that we'll remember and cherish forever, so smile even if you don't want to cause nodoby wants to see anyone emo =)

Smile =D haha xD Sorry, Gomenasai I'm kinda weird these few days, too excited and happy, Sad at the same time too =( Haiz, Don't worry. I'll smile even if I don't want to.. Cause I'll emo in my heart not in my actions =)

Aren't you guys bored when nobody's talking to you?? I feel so so so so bored when theres nobody onlining =( And when there's nobody, I'll just have to log into facebook and play Bejeweled Blitz in there, cause I'm competiting with my bros andx my dad xD Our so called Inter-Family Tournament xD Haha So bored so the least I could do is blog =)

Btw... Readers, This are the peope whom I really respect =)
1. Marissa Remesh Natesan , Hue Le-Yon, Gen Liew Shan Jun, Chan Wei Ming, Cheong Li Shen, Wong Kent Seong, Wong Kent Leang, Meigie Yap, Amanda Ng, Amanda Chin, Erin Chew, Alanna Chong, Joanne Soo, Euwern Wong, Tan Wei Sheng , Ng Kuan Aeng, Tan Mei Yu, Sherryl Lim, Jojo Wong, LxWong, Tan Jun Hong, Mitch Goh, Khaw Wei Kin, Chong Koon Wei, Joehann, Jovyn, Charmaine, Bi Jun

2. Khoo Jia Rui, Wong Pui Ling, Fong Cheng Jun, Tang Ju Hean, Yeoh Ming Yuan, Cheah Yong Heng, Xin Wei, Wen Xin, Sabrina, Mindy, Lyanne, Renee.

Haiz, Can't remember all la =( Damnit, I'm forgetful, Hate it when I forget stuff that are important =( Hate it so so much... Btw, If your name is not in the list above, don't worry cause I don't hate you, it's because maybe I've forgotten or Don't really know how to spell your name so so sorrry =)


Ok, Time for me to say bye to everyone now, Wish me luck, Pray for me ;) Haha, Thanks again please comment more okay?? Haha, Sleep early ya?? Sms on sunday k?? Haha.... Remember to smile even when I'm not seeing =) SLEEP EARLY READERS=) Smile =D

SAYONARA!!!!

Woohooo xD

I'm happy=) Haha, I'm LUCKY to have YOU girl :) You're my EVERYTHING... You're my O.A.O. (One and Only) xD A new short form that I've made=)
Haha... Sorry for posting so little these few days cause so damn BUSY studying, Damn weih, I feel so totally NERD-ISH, But I'm not saying studying is no good, but too much of it would kill your brainnn!!!!!!!! don't you guys think so??!! Thats why people never over study, Why nowadays the PARENTS keep forcing their children to study?? I simply don't understand, PARENTS HAVE TO GIVE IN TO THE CHILDREN SOMETIMES TOO!!! Agreed??

Haha, Don't be offended parents out there, chill...=) thats our teenagers way=) haha, chill and let the wind take us where it wants to go=) There's a way for everything, It's your choice to put in effort to make it succeed or not (: Believe me, nothing's impossible (: Except for flying lar xD haha, Don't be stupid by jumping off a 30-storey high building just for putting effort into trying TO FLY xD Don't be too stupid (: But also don't be too smart larhh, Or that'll make you a TOTAL NERD and a TEACHER'S PET!!! Yer, hate it when teacher treats me like a pet ):

Oh ya... I forgot to apologize to all of you for posting so many emo things this few days ): sorry, But I had some probs, And I believe that you readers have probs too (: share it wif me if you want too (: Give me your blog link and I'll see whether I will visit you=)

Erm... Oh ya!!!! I almost forgot my basketballl tournament =) =D haha, wish me luck in it (: I'm going to Hulu Selangor to play basketball :) So damn happy weih (: staying there somemore leh (: so so so so so damn damn damn damn damn FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!! xD But at the same time will miss everyone especially that girl ): Yer.... Nvm la... Still have to go, And remember to support me k?? xD

Finally, I've gotta ask all the readers out there this question... Are the pets on the screen annoying?? Haha, Write to me in the chatbox on the right (: Just say the truth, Cause sometimes truthfullness is hurtful rite?? haha, don't worry I'm won't chop your head off even just for a small bad comment haha, remember to write stuff on the chatbox k?? so long nobody write d, so damn lonely leh=( Haha, Rest early readers :) Goodnite and Sweet Dreams (:

SAYONARA!!!

Is It really over?? =(

I really hope it isn't... Cause I love you a lot and its a fact that will never change, I want you to believe me... I want you to know that it's not what you think it is, I just need you to believe me, thats all.. If I could only hold your hand again, I would never let it go cause you mean the world to me and you know it too, You were the light of my world, and now it's dark again since you left me:( I love you and you only... Don't worry cause there's no second girl in my heart, You're my one and only, so I really hope that you reconsider the choice you've done, Cause I'm falling of the edge and I need you more than anyone or anything else, you're my all, I love you and always did, I know I messed up badly today, but i hope you're still there to read this

I screwed up again... hope you're still reading this

This post isnt for readers... It's dedicated to you.
I know I broke your heart today... I can't do anything other than sms-ing you... Since you're not replying, I hope you're reading my blog... Cause this is really meant for you... I really love you and always did. I know I did a very big mistake today, But I really still love you alone, ther's no other girl in my heart, Believe me cause you're my one and only... I'm drowning without your love.. I need you by my side and I guess it's just really my fault this time... I really hope that we'll get back to the time when we used to be, cause I really miss your messages, I don't think i can stand a day without you... cause you'e my EVERYTHING... What am I gonna do?? Cause I still love you a lot... You found me and I guess I made a big mistake and that made the distance between me and you further, causing me to lost you... I hope you're still there cause you meant everything to me and I can't afford to lose you...
I know what I did was totally wrong, I know I broke your heart, I know I pissed you off, I know you won't forgive me. I know you are still there, and I know there's still hope... I want you and I need you more than anything else... Like i said before, If it wasn't for you, I guess I wouldn't be living here on earth anymore, you gave encouragement when I needed it the most, you were there for me when I needed someone to talk to, you were there for me when I needeed help, you were there for me when I needed you..
I just got a question for you : Are you willing to give me a second chance??
Answer it and I'll swear that I won't keep bugging you if it's a no
Bye Really hope you're reading this cause you know you're everything to me

A post that shouldnt be on my blog

I thought what we had was ETERNAL LOVE. I thought WE could make this into something that'll LAST FOREVER.
I really didnt know till somone told me... Nevermind, I just think that we'll have to forget about everything and start again, shouldnt we?? Nvm, I'm JUST OVERREACTING.... so so sorry... nvm... tim to forget bout this thingy =)

You treated me damn freakingly well... ILY!!! haha Thanks for everything...
Damn tired these days weih.... Every day oso sleep in class when I'm in tuition xD haha... somemore teacher never scold xD x2 Haha, the freaking teacher infront talking crap, I'm behind either playing or sleeping, so damn boring weih!! Hate my class more and more xD
ok short post today

sorry readers got to go... tomorow got training at 8.3o a.m. - 10.30p.m. so I got to rest early=( sleep early too readers nitezz

SAYONARA

Here we go again....

Woohooo!!!! Tomorow's the big day !!! I'm gonna play in the tournament tomorow..... So damn FREAKING EXCITED!!! Wish me luck people ;) Hope that it'll go the way it should go =)

I'm just damn freaking excitedd la.. btw, i spoke to XXXX ytd, sorry ya.... cant write the name =( erm... she said I was never sorry =( which I think is true, She's was right... I was never there for her, She wanted to die, She was emo-ing, She was sad, She was dissapointed, and yet I couldnt change anything, Sometimes I try to be there for MY FRIENDS, but I'm just USELESS,

I never really did SOMETHING to help THEM, all I did was stand there and watch THEM fall, All I needed was THEM, and all I ever did was bully THEM... Nevermind.... I'll try to change and I'm sry for EVERYTHING I EVER DID TO YOU, AND TO THEM.....

Ok... time to change the topic xD let's smile through-out the day =) Dun emo!!! Haha, I realize that I'm much more happier now =) ok, hmmm.. and fyi, the girl is not MEIGIE, And Meigie... Don't regret making your choice cuz your future is the path you took, pick wisely,haha =)

I'm shutting the door, No turning back, I'm used to missing YOU... Miss your voice but not anymore, I'm tryin to erase YOU from MY MIND.... I'm not gonna fall in the trap of yours anymore.. Tryin to erase the happy memories, There's NO MORE YOU.... I'm leaving your world for your own good and mine...

It's better IF we had more time together but it's too late..
The MEMORIES are fading away... I want to pull you close but all u ever wanted me to do is let you go, then you just go out of MY HEART and never would come into IT again. I'm DONE, IT'S OVER like you said, I'm done with missing you everytime before I sleep...

I told you that I LOVE YOU, But you're the one who left me miserable... I've trusted you and it's the worst mistake cuz now I'm on my own... You can't walk back into MY LIFE, We didnt really had anything but LIES....
I gave you MY WORD and I PROMISED to love you forever and ever, You had your chance and now it's over

Just go... Just go... Just go... Just go... Just go...

There's nothing inside me that still feels connected to YOU, It's a nightmare... looking at the way everything going now, it seriously just kills me.... Just go.... You left me alone in the darkness... To me, YOU'RE already gone in the dark... I'm fighting with my tears and my fears... I'm fearing to lose but looks like I already did... I'm don't wanna cry over you anymore cuz it's gone... I try to relax cuz YOU came and YOU left and it all went by so so fast...

You're already GONE... You're already GONE... You're already GONE... You're already GONE... You're already GONE...

I shouldnt love YOU but I want to... what's wrong with me? I'm getting duller and duller without YOU by my side... I shouldnt see YOU but I cant just look away.... Cuz I dunno how to stop this feeling I have for YOU... I've tried my best at moving on but I just seem to fail... And I've tried my best to let go of YOU but I just don't want to so what should I do right here right now??

It's getting hard to be around YOU, There's so much I can't say to YOU... Do you want me to hide the feelings and look the other way?? Just so you know that it's been hard for me to stay happy without knowing YOU would be there for me anymore... This feeling is taking control of me and I can't help it... This emptiness is killing me and I'm wondering why I've waited so long for YOU, Looking back and finally I realized that U would never love me from the beginning =(

Btw, wish me luck for tomorow yea?? haha thx and pls continue to comment in my CHATBOX on the right =) Arigato xD Thanks for the support =)
Done with this post and I'm done with YOU...

SAYONARA!!!

People Changed.... Is it a good thing or a bad thing??

Hey, first, i gotta apologize for not posting for so long d... Sry ya, i seriously didn't have the mood to post, So it was dead huh?? And remember to wish me luck for my BASKETBALL TOURNAMENT next Monday!!!! wooohoooo!!! So damn happy weih, can ponteng sekolah xD haiz, a little down cuz of some things, should I tell u??? or should I just keep it in my heart?? (making a decision)..... Yea, I should tell u people, but.... You MUST tell me some SOLUTIONS on my chat box on the right =) but I wont say their names out

1. I gotta ask u guys this, what do u think of people changing their attitude?? I think I'm not that close to you guys anymore, I dunno wat to do, should I just walk up to you guys and just talk like best friends?? I know things aren't the way they are anymore, I cant even be myself, I'm just lost in this world...

2. What's wrong with me?? Is it that hard to let go of a friend or a love one?? Listening to She's Gone by SUPER JUNIOR, and it reminds me of you, Is this a feeling I should just forget about?? Or should I out more effort and make this feeling into something EVERLASTING?? I guess it's a path I'll be choosing, I'm on my own now....

3. What the hell am I waiting for?? There's so many opportunities out there tht I could just grab with my hand, Should I wait?? Should I move on?? Should I stop?? It's gonna be an experience I'll never forget...

I guess in life there's nothing more important than happiness, I'll telll everyone with problems to just overcome it with a big grin on their faces, But not I'm the one with the problems and Should I just let it all go?? I'm LOST, I need guidance, but there's nobody out there that can help me, I'm screaming as loud as I can, but yet no one hears me. I'm lost in this place....

Is it really tht bad?? The feelings of mine are confusing me, and I don't even dare to take a step infront without knowing that you're by my side, maybe it's true that i will never ever live without you....

You changed.. You're not that girl I used to know anymore... It's all lies. day by day I love u more and more....
but It's oveeeeeeeeer this time, it's over, it's over, it's over, it's over....

How do you sleep?? I have a hard time sleeping cuz all I do is think of you but I just can't have you, Should I even love you?? I'm living my dream and I guess it's time to get up and start it all over, But how am I going to do that when you're gone??
Suggest some solutions or ways please and thankiuu....

End of this problematic post

SAYONARA!!!

Sick = Hell

WTH=( wth is wrong with M!!! Im sick=( I get sick like once a week, last week... I caught a flu =( the week b4 last week, I caught fever MY BODY??!!!

Nvm, time for me to change topic =) haha, spent my WHOLE DAY at HOME playing Naruto Ultimate Ninja 5!!! It was so damn fun =) but was so dam bored cuz nobody sms-ed ME=( but gt some IRRITATING IDIOTS kept calling ME!!! WTH!!!!

Damnit, tmr i gotta do FOUR TEST PAPERS !!! =( I hate being sick!!! =( Now im stuck with studying, I hate studying, and Im not a nerd so I dun study..... No offense to THE NERDS!!! xD
Haha, haiz hope I could just copy answers for all the TEST PAPERS!!! =( Nvm.... Better wish me luck for my BM, MATHS AND CHINESE=) If not i have to study more than usual at home cuz MY DAD wont be satisfied with MY RESULTS!!!! I'll do the best I can la=)

I love LAST SATURDAY la..... LE-YON, ADRIAN and I went crazy!!! xD And WE invented a new game!!! U guys wanna try?? LE-YON fell down five times and HE barely could STAND straight anymore!! xD It's so dam fun weih!!! ADRIAN mistook a stem of a plant as LE-YON's toe bone xD We were laughing and fooling around like monkeys xD If u paid RM10 just to spend a week with us, U'll be going home in a shape of a MONKEY, GORILLA, KANGAROO or BABOON XD Haha, U'LL BE LAUGHING YOUR HEADS OFF, guarenteed !!!! It was so much fun that we forgot to eat lunch, we didnt want to play basketball or do anything else xD

If u guys wanna noe more about this newly-invented game, contact Aaron(0173997894) or Qian Rou(0123307262) Thankiuu =)

Haha, so now, I think I gtg study again=( Damnit, it makes me feel like a TOTAL NERD!!!! And I hate NERDS!!!! As least i gt MY PHONE WITH ME!!! =) So.... i would probably listen to music instead of studying xD Or maybe I'll Sms ppl=) OK, i GTG =( WILL PROMISE TO POST MORE NEXT TIME=) and once again, hope everyone out there would get PLEASANT MARKS for their TEST PAPERS =)
BB=(

ADEUS

=) xD =P (= =D

Haha=) woohoo xD so damn lucky =)

Aloha once again xD Kinda hyper now ( jumping up and down like a kangaroo) xD haha, it's not bcuz I eat too much sugar =) but I'm seriously happy =) haha =)

Btw, are kangaroo's hyper?? (confused)

First, I gotta say sry cuz I didn't post for so long d =( haiz kinda bz studying for exam =) finally my dad allowed me to use the com =) I was so dam happy weih, listening to IT'S OVER by Jesse Mccartney=) I seriously LOVE it weih=) Music is Life !!! Agreed??

Just love MUSIC la=) ... Btw sry for misunderstanding u guys and I'm sry for using foul languages on my OWN BLOG, Shame on me =( Just so sry, hope u guys can forgive me and PLEASE STOP WRITING THOSE WORDS ON MY CHATBOX!!!! Write in somewhere else when u wanna scold ME or someone else, tHAnKs =)

Now, I'm so dam WORRIED for my EXAM RESULTS 0.o the zuo wen was so damn FREAKING HARD!!! Wth, why the teachers so nerdy wan?? make the questions so FREAKING HARD for us( Lick hung students), Damnit

Oh, forgot to tell u guys the reason i was happy =) There are a few though =)
Let's see... Hmmm
The number 1 reason is i saw Chee Wei on the first Saturday tuition xD haha but he still remained the same xD still VERY VERY SHORT XD Jk Jk, but he seriously didn't change at all=)
Numberh 2... My jie (Farah Elina) is coming back to LICK HUNG on 15th (a Monday) woohooooo xD I'm so damn happy =) can see her d
Number thhh-rrreee.... Mitch, Mei Yu, Jeff, Jun Hong, Kuan Aeng and Lin Xuan forgave ME =) I'm so relieved =) But Euwern still is angry (sighs)


And when Farah comes back, we all ask her to belanja us k??? xD My revenge cuz she nvr ajak me to eat at SRI MELUR!!!!!!!! Dam bad de lorh =(

And hope u guys can pass the exam with FLYING COLOURS=) Cuz di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan =) Izit correct?? Correct me if I'm wrong and continue leaving comments and continue dropping by to say HI =)


Thanks again for not commenting with the f*** and those other words... thankiuuu =)

So i guess that's it for this post =( Sorry but i promise will post more some other days =)

Sayonara!!!

=) =) =) =)

Hard to forget the relationship

Telling me to get over it?? If u guys wanna noe more, listen to the song HARU-HARU sang by BIGBANG (english subbed) u guys would noe my meaning after listening, u think i can forget ????? no i seriously cant, i gave my heart to u... I wont forget u, if u're happy then i guess i'll have to let u go... dun wanna feel this way, but it's over aint it?? how can i live with no more you?? see me through with no more u, wat am i gonna do?? cant believes ther's no more u, i try n try to forget u, but i take the good memories and it saddens me whenever we were laughing together. it really was happy, i wanna go back to the time when there was me n u. guess it's just impossible =( =( )= )=

Sadness... Emo-ing... Loneliness...

Emo-ing cuz of her, did we really loved each other?? I just dun seem to understand... Love is pain, Just dun seem to understand how you feel about me, i dun wanna live in my own dream anymore, it's hurting me a lot and i loved u but our love it seems to be all lies, i love u but why can't is just be a happy ending story?? Broken-hearted...
What's wrong??? Is there really no hope for that miracle i am praying for?? What can I do?? So sick of love songs, making me emo... How can I LIVE WITHOUT YOU?? That's seriously is impossible i dun wanna be in this nightmare, get me out of here...
Just wanna stop my heart for awhile, wish it could all just stop down I'm sry but i love u it just seems to be all lies, i'm sry but i can't just let my friends go and be with you, u never really loved me....

Still can't believe what i did, never seemed to understand=(

What's wrong with ME??!! How could I say that to ERIN?? I can't believe that i said that to her, never really wanted her to hate me, never thought of hating her, never thought of losing my CLOSEST FRIENDS, never thought of living alone on PLANET EARTH!
Need to talk to someone, thought i found that someone but suddenly lose grip, and now we're not really close friends anymore=(
Just can't seem to understand what I've done, Can't seem to recognize myself when i look in the mirror anymore. Don't wanna lose anymore CLOSE FRIENDS, just want to be happily with them..
Thanks Wei Kin, thanks for teman-ing me today, and thanks for talking to me=) thank you to Wei Sheng again=)
Can't say anything more, dun wanna ruin my blog anymore, Sorry ERIN, so so sorry, don't have to forgive me, don't have to if you don't want to, reader's please comment good stuff on the right, only close friends can comment bad stuff, please write your real name, dun put .... or someone....
okay??
Thanks, just leave some comments or drop by to say hi and i'll be grateful, thanks again for everything... thanks reader's that are supporting me, and thanks to those people who are not commenting bad stuff about me =) thanks=)

Short post today =( Not much time to post so just typed as fast as i could =) Promise to post more next time=) Feel free to share things with me=) Thankss=)
Sayonara

D= Finally realizing TRUE FRIENDS are MY Life

The way I am made MY FRIENDS hate me.... friends, what's the true meaning of friends??? In MY WORLD, I guess it's just all about me.... I never really thought of other people...
SORRY's is just a five-lettered word, what's the point of saying sorry even if u don't change???
Changing is a hard thing to do, u must make sacrifice in order to get the things YOU want, so what if YOU have FAME or HANDSOMENESS?? What's the point of FAME and HANDSOMENESS?? TRY comparing A WORLD FULL OF TRUE FRIENDS and A WORLD FULL OF FAME BUT NO TRUE FRIENDS?? Some people would choose fame instead of TRUE FRIENDS, and that's the road i picked when i realize it's was all WRONG, it's was all too late...
In the end, I started to realize that TRUE FRIENDS are those people who would be by your side no matter what, and FAME would just disappear.....
SO TRUE FRIENDS will never leave YOU, and FAME and other stuff would just VANISH IN THE DARK, so pick wisely people, or you'll end up like me...
Ya, I am what you guys think I am, A PLAYBOY... Some people like MITCH GOH, LE-YON, WEI SHENG, WEI KIN, EUWERN, KUAN AENG, were there for me for my whole life... just seemed so lost without THEM, THEY didn't mind what I did, who i was, how much we argued and how famous i were, they were just there for me... THEY would help me if i was in trouble, They would share things that i shouldn't know with me, THEY were my TRUE BESTIES
Now, everything is tearing apart, so lost without my FRIENDS OF MY LIFE, Can't do anything with them anymore, hating me for being an idiot, so if YOU GUYS are reading this, i wanna take this chance and say: "I'll change and just want US to be normal again, hope you guys won't mind.... BFF's?? "
Will do anything for you guys that includes dying for you guys... you guys meant a lot to me, don't wanna lose TRUE FRIENDS again, TRUE FRIENDS ARE MY LIFE, AND NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT, I hope that we can just forget the past and just try to be like best buddies we were before....

ONCE AGAIN, sorry EUWERN, KUAN AENG, MITCH, LE-YON, WEI SHENG, WEI KIN, WILLIAM and WEI MING

The end

No problemo=) but a another juz appeared=(

Aloha xD hehe today my mood kinda GOOD n kinda BAD.... first my problemo is solved=) *jumping around like a crazy monkey now* xD but the bad part is another problem just appeared=( *feeling so sad now* after the problem wif Mitch and the other ppl disappeared, Genevieve and Amanda and Erin's prob came just right in=( Arh!!! why is GOD treating ME this way?? izit a challenge?? should I face it with a bright smile like what I always tell OTHERS?? need to talk to SoMeOnE that understands=( I dun think I've found that "sOmEoNe" yet=(

the prob is I feel like THEY're keeping secrets... and talking about ME behind my back... n even ignoring ME!!! haiz.... I really dunno what to do=(
hope U GIRLS will stop doing stuff like that
please give ME some suggestions at the chatbox on the RIGHT=)(those who dunno how to seperate right and left wan... better go see a DOCTOR)xD I will be happy to see your comments too xD


Ok... so I'll change the topic la=) now there's a prob with ME... I m losing to Jia Rui=( his beating ME in everything, some people says that HE's trying to be like ME, HE's saying aloha=( and that's the word I use not HIM)i m losing to HIM in BASKLETBALL and IT's like my life weih=( JUZ FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF=( But I dun really care anymore....

Will post more things about ME, my friends, and problems too=) hope u guys can help ME solve the problems=) thanks for everything too.... So happy that u can spend time reading my blog eventhough it's boring thx a lot=)

so next time will have more=D sayonara=) adieus=) so long=) goodbye=) (just tell me if i m weird) i will accept it xD so sayonara=)

The end of this post^^

OUR CLASS IS GETTING FROM BAD TO WORST=(

Oh no..... my class is tearing apart... everything is getting worst... we're starting to hate each other... everybody is starting to hate me cuz i done a terribly mistake tht can't be repaired... i dun mind them hating me... but i still have to say sry... n i really dun dare to say it in skul cuz i know this time it will really be useless... This problem can't be solved that easily...starting to ignore me the whole day.. i juz can't bear with it anymore... but i can do anything cuz it's always my fault......
Now even my bestest fren for three years is getting really mad at me too.... I just wanna say sry even if it's useless... the class is tearing apart, our friendships ain't going to last.. it's ruined by one stupid mistake that was done by me... saying sorry ain't going to work... just got to do everything i can before it all falls apart=(


Should've said sorry to: Euwern, Mitch, Jun Hong, Mei Yu, Zhen Hen, Le-Yon, Lin Xuan, Jeff, Yi Shen, Wei Ming, William, Wei Sheng, Kuan Aeng, Jit Yue, Qian Rou, Janie, Wei Lin, Ying Zhi and lots more people that i didnt mention their names

So Sorry... Hope u guys can forgive me... but the final decision is still up to you.. i will respect your decision no matter what.. but i really hope u guys can forgive me... cuz without u guys i don't think i could survive until today=( u guys were everything=( yea so, just hope u guys can tell me the decision


The Person who done that enormous mistake,
Aaron=(