Haru-Haru ... Day by Day ...

What's going on ?? Life's getting from BAD to WORSE ! I thought we were supposed to be happy after UPSR ?? Well , I thought ...

I thought about a lot of stuff .. But most of them didn't come true , One of them was about me and you . I thought that we would have be happy together , loving each other forever , but love didn't last after it drifted us apart ... I thought that this was true love , but it's just a dream that's gonna break us down , and tear us up into pieces . I thought that you loved me , I thought that we were meant to be , I thought we would be happy , I thought about a whole lot of things ... But it was all just thoughts , not dreams that come true ...

Love . Love . Love . Love . Love . Love ,
When I think of that particular word , your name popped up into my mind . When I see your face , my heart pounded and never stopped ... When you were in my arms , I never wanted you to leave again ... When you were in my heart , I'll lock the door and keep you there forever ...
But that's the past , and it will never repeat again ...

Wants .
I wanted to make this last ... I wanted to prove that loving someone can be happy ... I wanted to make everything go the way we planned it ... I wanted to forget everything and start a new life with you ... I wanted to live a happy life ... Stuff that I wanted .

Realizes .
I realized that you were the perfect one . I realized that we were meant to be . I realized that our love never lasted . I realized that it takes more than a heart to love someone . I realized all of that when it was too late ...

I don't want you to go , but what can I do to stop you ?? There's barely anything that I can do right after you went . I'll still be loving you with all that I have . And there's nothing else that I can do other than that .

With each paasing day , my life goes from BAD to WORSE , and WORSE to WORST . I really can't stand it anymore , I tried to make a shout but nobody could hear it . I tried looking for a way out , but I'm stuck in the maze of your heart . I can't hold on anymore .

I'm just sorry for everything I did to you , Sorry for making life a worse place for you to live in . Sorry for letting you bear all the pain . Sorry for not understanding how you felt . Sorry for not being there for you when you neede me the most . Sorry for tearing you apart and killing your wonderful dreams . I'm sorry .

I guess there's nothing more that I can say ... I'll love you forever with my heart , my soul and everything that I got .

Bye ~

Breaking point ~ Gotta Let go ...

Everything was going so smoothly ~ Everything was like a fairytale ~ Everything was like everlasting ~ Everything was perfect ~ Everything was JUST A DREAM ~

Tearing apart ~ Breaking down ~ Burning up ~ Heart-Breaking ~

Forever & Always ?? Everlasting ?? Never-Ending ?? Meant To Be ??

I realized that fairy tales don't come true , life doesn't end with a happy ending . I realized that love is impossible . I realized that everything we've been through was just a dream . I realized that true love never existed . I realized that it was a little game and you gave up .

I'm trying to know why . But even if I did , it wouldn't change anything right ?? Yeah , this is permanent . This , I guess , would be the life we would be going through every day .....

Most of us would be thinking that life's happy ... I thought about it before , it will be happy if you do what you wanna do , and say what you wanna say .. It's freaking happy that way . So who am I to stop you from being happy ?? I'm just another ordinary guy . Yeah , I should be asking myself : " WTF is my problem ?? " .

I guess this is it .. I undertand what you're doing ... It's the best for you and me . I don't care about anything else , but on one condition , be happy . Live it with happiness , I guess that's the most that I could ask from you .

I think that's all ... Forver I will love you with everything I got , I swear .. But just move on , you can live happier :) That's what I want from you :) So deal ??

With love ,
AaronJaredNg :)

UPSR ... Two weeks time

Ooops ... So long since I've posted x( Sorry :( Haiz , What to do?? got UPSR leh ... Preparing like hell weih .. Everyday study , study , study , study and study ... Haiz.. Sien la
So how is everybody ?? Hehe ... I'm okay ... hehe , Gotta study rite ? Tiring right ?? Pressuring rite ?? Life taking right ?? Killing rite ?? Sien right ?? I understand too but this is the last push guys ... WE can't do this xD haha I sound like a wise guy xD haha But really , do this for you family , friends , teachers . Make them all proud of you ... It'll all end very soon :) So okay yeah ?? Study like mad yeah ??


After UPSR , remember to come to my class and look for me .. We'll be partying like monkeys that time xD But before that WE'll have to go through UPSR first ... So let's fight till the very end ... Get good results and then do everything you ever wanted to do ... This is the very first war in our lives ... So give everyone a good impression of ourself to people .. :) So jia you :) So gambateh (: So tambah minyak : D So let's all oil okay ??

Seriously ... Let's give it the final push ... We'll make it to the top ... We'll be all we wanted to be after this :) So bersabarlah ... So chill la ... TWO WEEKSSS leh .... Can't you guys be patient and wait?? It's gonna be worth it if we all do what we are suppose to do like study now ... It'll pay off when it's over ... Believe me , you'll be more than happy when you get results that are satisfying :)

So deal yeah ?? Study hard and then do well in UPSR :) After that , we'll get out of this ferocious nightmare :)


Sorry for the short post .. Today's one was just for encouraging all those people who are like me , those who are lazy to study ... Btw , to my O.A.O , ILOVEYOUUU :) hehe :) I 'll support you all if you guys support me ... We'll fight this back to back :) Hand to hand :) Bye ... Gtg study liao :/ Haha ... HARDWORK pays off :) BYEBYE :)


SAYONARA :)) ((: