I screwed up again... hope you're still reading this

This post isnt for readers... It's dedicated to you.
I know I broke your heart today... I can't do anything other than sms-ing you... Since you're not replying, I hope you're reading my blog... Cause this is really meant for you... I really love you and always did. I know I did a very big mistake today, But I really still love you alone, ther's no other girl in my heart, Believe me cause you're my one and only... I'm drowning without your love.. I need you by my side and I guess it's just really my fault this time... I really hope that we'll get back to the time when we used to be, cause I really miss your messages, I don't think i can stand a day without you... cause you'e my EVERYTHING... What am I gonna do?? Cause I still love you a lot... You found me and I guess I made a big mistake and that made the distance between me and you further, causing me to lost you... I hope you're still there cause you meant everything to me and I can't afford to lose you...
I know what I did was totally wrong, I know I broke your heart, I know I pissed you off, I know you won't forgive me. I know you are still there, and I know there's still hope... I want you and I need you more than anything else... Like i said before, If it wasn't for you, I guess I wouldn't be living here on earth anymore, you gave encouragement when I needed it the most, you were there for me when I needed someone to talk to, you were there for me when I needeed help, you were there for me when I needed you..
I just got a question for you : Are you willing to give me a second chance??
Answer it and I'll swear that I won't keep bugging you if it's a no
Bye Really hope you're reading this cause you know you're everything to me

A post that shouldnt be on my blog

I thought what we had was ETERNAL LOVE. I thought WE could make this into something that'll LAST FOREVER.
I really didnt know till somone told me... Nevermind, I just think that we'll have to forget about everything and start again, shouldnt we?? Nvm, I'm JUST OVERREACTING.... so so sorry... nvm... tim to forget bout this thingy =)

You treated me damn freakingly well... ILY!!! haha Thanks for everything...
Damn tired these days weih.... Every day oso sleep in class when I'm in tuition xD haha... somemore teacher never scold xD x2 Haha, the freaking teacher infront talking crap, I'm behind either playing or sleeping, so damn boring weih!! Hate my class more and more xD
ok short post today

sorry readers got to go... tomorow got training at 8.3o a.m. - 10.30p.m. so I got to rest early=( sleep early too readers nitezz

SAYONARA