Hard to forget the relationship

Telling me to get over it?? If u guys wanna noe more, listen to the song HARU-HARU sang by BIGBANG (english subbed) u guys would noe my meaning after listening, u think i can forget ????? no i seriously cant, i gave my heart to u... I wont forget u, if u're happy then i guess i'll have to let u go... dun wanna feel this way, but it's over aint it?? how can i live with no more you?? see me through with no more u, wat am i gonna do?? cant believes ther's no more u, i try n try to forget u, but i take the good memories and it saddens me whenever we were laughing together. it really was happy, i wanna go back to the time when there was me n u. guess it's just impossible =( =( )= )=

Sadness... Emo-ing... Loneliness...

Emo-ing cuz of her, did we really loved each other?? I just dun seem to understand... Love is pain, Just dun seem to understand how you feel about me, i dun wanna live in my own dream anymore, it's hurting me a lot and i loved u but our love it seems to be all lies, i love u but why can't is just be a happy ending story?? Broken-hearted...
What's wrong??? Is there really no hope for that miracle i am praying for?? What can I do?? So sick of love songs, making me emo... How can I LIVE WITHOUT YOU?? That's seriously is impossible i dun wanna be in this nightmare, get me out of here...
Just wanna stop my heart for awhile, wish it could all just stop down I'm sry but i love u it just seems to be all lies, i'm sry but i can't just let my friends go and be with you, u never really loved me....

Still can't believe what i did, never seemed to understand=(

What's wrong with ME??!! How could I say that to ERIN?? I can't believe that i said that to her, never really wanted her to hate me, never thought of hating her, never thought of losing my CLOSEST FRIENDS, never thought of living alone on PLANET EARTH!
Need to talk to someone, thought i found that someone but suddenly lose grip, and now we're not really close friends anymore=(
Just can't seem to understand what I've done, Can't seem to recognize myself when i look in the mirror anymore. Don't wanna lose anymore CLOSE FRIENDS, just want to be happily with them..
Thanks Wei Kin, thanks for teman-ing me today, and thanks for talking to me=) thank you to Wei Sheng again=)
Can't say anything more, dun wanna ruin my blog anymore, Sorry ERIN, so so sorry, don't have to forgive me, don't have to if you don't want to, reader's please comment good stuff on the right, only close friends can comment bad stuff, please write your real name, dun put .... or someone....
okay??
Thanks, just leave some comments or drop by to say hi and i'll be grateful, thanks again for everything... thanks reader's that are supporting me, and thanks to those people who are not commenting bad stuff about me =) thanks=)

Short post today =( Not much time to post so just typed as fast as i could =) Promise to post more next time=) Feel free to share things with me=) Thankss=)
Sayonara

D= Finally realizing TRUE FRIENDS are MY Life

The way I am made MY FRIENDS hate me.... friends, what's the true meaning of friends??? In MY WORLD, I guess it's just all about me.... I never really thought of other people...
SORRY's is just a five-lettered word, what's the point of saying sorry even if u don't change???
Changing is a hard thing to do, u must make sacrifice in order to get the things YOU want, so what if YOU have FAME or HANDSOMENESS?? What's the point of FAME and HANDSOMENESS?? TRY comparing A WORLD FULL OF TRUE FRIENDS and A WORLD FULL OF FAME BUT NO TRUE FRIENDS?? Some people would choose fame instead of TRUE FRIENDS, and that's the road i picked when i realize it's was all WRONG, it's was all too late...
In the end, I started to realize that TRUE FRIENDS are those people who would be by your side no matter what, and FAME would just disappear.....
SO TRUE FRIENDS will never leave YOU, and FAME and other stuff would just VANISH IN THE DARK, so pick wisely people, or you'll end up like me...
Ya, I am what you guys think I am, A PLAYBOY... Some people like MITCH GOH, LE-YON, WEI SHENG, WEI KIN, EUWERN, KUAN AENG, were there for me for my whole life... just seemed so lost without THEM, THEY didn't mind what I did, who i was, how much we argued and how famous i were, they were just there for me... THEY would help me if i was in trouble, They would share things that i shouldn't know with me, THEY were my TRUE BESTIES
Now, everything is tearing apart, so lost without my FRIENDS OF MY LIFE, Can't do anything with them anymore, hating me for being an idiot, so if YOU GUYS are reading this, i wanna take this chance and say: "I'll change and just want US to be normal again, hope you guys won't mind.... BFF's?? "
Will do anything for you guys that includes dying for you guys... you guys meant a lot to me, don't wanna lose TRUE FRIENDS again, TRUE FRIENDS ARE MY LIFE, AND NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT, I hope that we can just forget the past and just try to be like best buddies we were before....

ONCE AGAIN, sorry EUWERN, KUAN AENG, MITCH, LE-YON, WEI SHENG, WEI KIN, WILLIAM and WEI MING

The end

No problemo=) but a another juz appeared=(

Aloha xD hehe today my mood kinda GOOD n kinda BAD.... first my problemo is solved=) *jumping around like a crazy monkey now* xD but the bad part is another problem just appeared=( *feeling so sad now* after the problem wif Mitch and the other ppl disappeared, Genevieve and Amanda and Erin's prob came just right in=( Arh!!! why is GOD treating ME this way?? izit a challenge?? should I face it with a bright smile like what I always tell OTHERS?? need to talk to SoMeOnE that understands=( I dun think I've found that "sOmEoNe" yet=(

the prob is I feel like THEY're keeping secrets... and talking about ME behind my back... n even ignoring ME!!! haiz.... I really dunno what to do=(
hope U GIRLS will stop doing stuff like that
please give ME some suggestions at the chatbox on the RIGHT=)(those who dunno how to seperate right and left wan... better go see a DOCTOR)xD I will be happy to see your comments too xD


Ok... so I'll change the topic la=) now there's a prob with ME... I m losing to Jia Rui=( his beating ME in everything, some people says that HE's trying to be like ME, HE's saying aloha=( and that's the word I use not HIM)i m losing to HIM in BASKLETBALL and IT's like my life weih=( JUZ FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF=( But I dun really care anymore....

Will post more things about ME, my friends, and problems too=) hope u guys can help ME solve the problems=) thanks for everything too.... So happy that u can spend time reading my blog eventhough it's boring thx a lot=)

so next time will have more=D sayonara=) adieus=) so long=) goodbye=) (just tell me if i m weird) i will accept it xD so sayonara=)

The end of this post^^

OUR CLASS IS GETTING FROM BAD TO WORST=(

Oh no..... my class is tearing apart... everything is getting worst... we're starting to hate each other... everybody is starting to hate me cuz i done a terribly mistake tht can't be repaired... i dun mind them hating me... but i still have to say sry... n i really dun dare to say it in skul cuz i know this time it will really be useless... This problem can't be solved that easily...starting to ignore me the whole day.. i juz can't bear with it anymore... but i can do anything cuz it's always my fault......
Now even my bestest fren for three years is getting really mad at me too.... I just wanna say sry even if it's useless... the class is tearing apart, our friendships ain't going to last.. it's ruined by one stupid mistake that was done by me... saying sorry ain't going to work... just got to do everything i can before it all falls apart=(


Should've said sorry to: Euwern, Mitch, Jun Hong, Mei Yu, Zhen Hen, Le-Yon, Lin Xuan, Jeff, Yi Shen, Wei Ming, William, Wei Sheng, Kuan Aeng, Jit Yue, Qian Rou, Janie, Wei Lin, Ying Zhi and lots more people that i didnt mention their names

So Sorry... Hope u guys can forgive me... but the final decision is still up to you.. i will respect your decision no matter what.. but i really hope u guys can forgive me... cuz without u guys i don't think i could survive until today=( u guys were everything=( yea so, just hope u guys can tell me the decision


The Person who done that enormous mistake,
Aaron=(

Aloha=)

Aloha=) sometimes other people think that i m weird.... cuz i keep saying alohaxD haiz.. i m getting weirder thoughxD

hehe.... i miss u ex std 6's=( hope that we can be like last year like tht... but everything changed and I just figured out that our own dreamland and the reality we're facing is just so much different.... THE WORLD is not the way we want it to be it's about challenges and stuff that u have to overcome... so we just have to fac our fate=(


If only life is full with happiness and no sorrows and tears=( hope that we can meet again ex std so..... i think tats all for today.. kinda sleepy liao(yawns) nxt time will post more=) but not sure when cuz quite bz(bz cow lui-ing) xD jk jk=) bz doing hw=( haiz... so lil time to online now=(
nvm la.... oso hope that we can face our problems positively and with a bright smile=)

sayonara!!!=) see u againxD


so remember to smile=)

^^ The End Of This Post=)

MAYB THE LAST POST

haiz...nowadays when u're in std 6 it's no longer any fun=( everyday gt tuition... everyday have to be the big bro to the younger ones.. can't play bball everyday..... got damn alot of hw.... the worst part is got UPSR!!! OMG, nowadays really got to work hard... we're no longer those small kids that can go home and play their psp or computer happily.... no longer can go home at 1 and say: "ah... today got no homework..." now everyday oso got homework

nvm la...
next time post more=)
if i can=(