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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Wow ... -.-

I always seem to be the bad guy , argh ! I feel like killing myself now . Fine , I guess this is the way it is .

Anyways , Today was kinda awesome 8D hehe :D Haihs , but it's over , ain't it ?? We can't go back , I'm sorry we gotta keep moving on . I think I can only see you next year D: Haihs .. I hate this life weih . I don't live just to play basketball la , I'm needa have fun too right ?? I like a prisoner at home . D:


I wished we could be alone forever . With nobody disturbing us , I would really like to stop down time . I wanna be happy with you forever . I don't wanna hurt , I don't wanna cry , I don't wanna get tear apart , I don't wanna be sad . I just want you in my arms , forever .



I love you too much to just let you go . :(

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Boredom ~

If there was a shooting star , what would be the first thing you would wish for ?? :O
I would wish to be with you forever . :D
Have you ever loved somebody so much that you'll give your life for her/him ?? :O
I had , yeah . A few times , but still they weren't the ONE , I kept thinking they were , but in the end , they weren't . I really think that you're the one , but will you love me till the very end ?? :O
Are you willing to give your life just to make mine better ?? :O
Are you willing to spend your life with me ?? :O
I am willing to :D But I really wish that you're gonna stand by me even through the darkest alleys .
I love you ErinChewYingSyuen , I really do .
I hope that we'll be what they call FOREVER LOVE , we'll never leave each other , will we ?? :O
I just want to live happily with you till I die . But do you want to spend your whole life with me ? :O
I'm sorry if this hurts you , but I needa know how you feel girl , I love too much to just let you suffer your whole life with me . Are you happy with me ?? :O I am extremely happy with you
I want to love you forevermore , I want to be the one to lend you my shoulder so that you can cry , I want to be the one that will comfort you whenever you're scared or sad .
♥ Iloveyou , don't leave me alone

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Aloha :DDD ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Alohaaaaaa !!!!! :DD hehe , so long since I've used that word on my blog D: haha , I miss that word D: hehe .. But still , I miss you more D: I freaking can't live without you by my side :( I need you in my arms . I want you back , I don't want to let you go again when you're in my arms next time ...

I will never let you go , I hope that time could just slow down when I'm with you . I never wanted you to leave so fast , Don't even know when's the next time we're gonna meet D: I miss you like hell , I wanna be with you now . D:


I really love you weih , why do you treat me so nice ?? :O I always wanted to know , tell me when we talk on the phone later :D ^^^^ hehe , I think I might SLEEP early tonight , freaking tired :O Sorry sweetie , can't teman you for long , forgive me D: Stupid Jia Rui la , can't sleepover at my house D: Made me feel so lonely , ohhh ya , when are you coming to my house dear ?? ^^^^ haha xD Joking .


Okay , enough with the lovey dovey stuff already -.-

So how's life for everyone now ?? To all LickHung-ians , I MISS YOU ALL SO EFFIN MUCH ! Argh , I'll die sooner or later weih , life's horrible without you guys and girls D: But still , we have to move on right ??? Can't ust be stuck in the past forever . So yeah , if we have fate , then we'll definitely see each other again :D hehe , I realized that there a quite a number of students going to my school next year :DDD hehe , I'm so not alone anymore :D


To Matthew and Amanda Ng :
Haha , I guess that you guys had a wonderful day today right ? :D Don't brush your teeth or tongue weih . xD Haha . Glad that you guys had fun :D Hope that we can see each other again D: I miss double dating with you guys weih D: haihs , bored like hell now D:



To my O.A.O (ONE AND ONLY) :
You know who you are :DDDD Fine , just in case you'll act stupid and make me tell you who you are , I'll just put your WONDERFUL NAME here :D
ERINCHEWYINGSYUEN :)
You'll always be there for me right ?? I hope you will :D hehe , to be honest , I really think that we were meant to be . We have the same personality :DD hehe . We both love each other so much :DDD But still I love you more :PPP haha . I win this time angel :P



Hehe . I guess I'm too lazy to post liao , I actually posted just for my wifey , she kept nagging me :/ But still , I want her to keep on nagging me till I die :D Hehe , love the way she nags me :DDD haha xDD Okay .. I guess that's all D': Will post some other day :)

Nights :D Sleep early :D

SAYONARA !!!!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

You and Me , when can we see each other again ?? D:

I freaking miss everything that we did , couldn't the time like slow down when we were together ?? I want to hold you again , what if you find another boyfriend and leave me alone ?? I found happiness in you , you found me and made my life happy , I don't want you to leave me . I want to be the one that you'll tell everything to , I want to be the one to hold you tight when you're scared , FOREVER . I don't want to leave Lick Hung . Now , we can barely see each other anymore :(

I don't know how to maintain our relationship , but I'll try my best to make it go smoothly okay ?? I won't love another , like I said , after I've found you , I never wanted to let you go anymore . So , please love me back . Dear , I need your love and everything to continue surviving . ILOVEYOU . I can't and won't ever let you go because I love you too much . More than words can say .


We graduated already D: I wish that we will have fate and can see each other again , I hope everyday , I could go and meet you up and do everything that we did before , I will hold you tight this time , and never let you go , even till I die . On the full moon , I think I would give you everything that I have , I don't want you to leave me .


I will break these chains that bind me , happiness will find me , leave the past behind me .
Happiness really found me , You are my happiness now , and forever . Baby girl , I hope that you really could leave the past behind you and start a brand new life , I wanna be in your new life , knowing that you can leave the past behind , I think that would really mean a lot to me . But it's okay if you can't , I can't blame you , like I said , it's your choice , not mine .


We can't tell the future , but all I know is I really want to spend my life with you girl , you're my everything . I love you ... :D

Bye . Gtg chat with her .

Sayonara ! :)

Monday, November 15, 2010

ErinChewYingSyuen - AaronJaredNgSzeChyn . I'll never let go :D

I effin love you weih :D hehe . I miss holding you in my hands la D: And tomorrow is gonna be our last day in Lick Hung D: I really hope that I could hold you in my arms and never let you go , I want the time to go slow tomorrow , I really hope we could stop the time tomorrow . So that I would never be apart from you .. ErinChewYingSyuen , I will miss everything about you D:


Of course , I would love you . Like I said before , WE are what people call TRUE LOVE . True love LASTS FOREVER . WE might be FAR in DISTANCE , but still OUR HEARTS are CONNECTED FOREVER . I won't let you go baby girl .You're mine forever , and I promise , I'll be yours forever , faithfully :DD

Love me and never let me go girl , I'll do the same . Today was the awesomest day ever :DDD I love you :D Thanks for giving me a wonderful day darls :D We would last forever , I swear :D


Thanks baby girl . Thanks for everything .


Nights ~ Love you lots :DDD

SAYONARA :D

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Love + 7 A's = Extreme HAPPINESS x)

I freaking love today :DDDD I teman-ed ECYS the whole day :DD Ahh , I'm so crazy in love with you darling :DD Just looking at you makes me smile :D Now I do believe that love is forever x)

Hehe . I'm proud that you've got 5 A'S darling :D You did great :D I hope my dad gives me back my phone . So that I can text you :D I freaking miss your kiss now . Your kiss makes me high xD haha ....


So ... :D hehe I don't know what to say leh , I can hardly breathe when I'm with you :D I can hardly do anything that embarasses myself infront of you :DDD haha . I just love you girl :D

I just hope that you'll love me back and nothing can seperate us from loving each other :DDD

Sayonara !!! :DDD

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Loving each other ~ Forever love :D

Aloha :DDDD I'm freaking happy :DDDD hehe :DDDDD You've brighten up my day , You left a smile on face , You've left a perfect memory for me before we graduate :D I don't know what else to say other than ILoveYou :DDD

Kor , I'm sorry ... D: I freaking hope that you're not mad :( IF YOU ARE , I really don't have anythign to say except I'm sorry , you cheered me up when I was dead EMO , if you hate me , then I really will be sad :( But just know that I'm sorry :(


ILOVEYOU !!! :D You made me hyper :DDD You made me feel like I've drank 20 cans of RedBull xDD :DDD hehehehe , you're in my head , and I can't get you out of it , You'll always be my #1 in my heart :D


I love you darling :DDDD

ECYS , We'll be together forever :) Iloveyou , forever & always :DDD


SAYONARA !!! :DDDD RedBull xDDDD

Monday, November 8, 2010

Cyber :DD

At Ftz now :DD With Firdaus , Samuel Tek , JoeHann , Choong Woi :DDDD Ponteng-ing is freaking fun weih :DDD

Sien weih , at school got nothing to do at all , wth weih , I miss you :( :( :( What to do ?? I can't do anything cause we're not even a couple ... Haihs D:

Sienn weih , nobody online .


Sorry for short post . Going to play Sudden Attack now :DDD

SAYONARA :DDD

Friday, November 5, 2010

... :(

Heyy readers :D Sorry for not posting for some time D: I was lazy and practically EMO D: Sorry ya , forgive me can ah ?? :( Gomenasai :(

Aloha Au la`oe means I love you in Hawaiian , I really do , but I guess it doesn't even matter to you anymore :( You have him in your life , and I ... I'm just another jerk that does not even worth belonging in your world , I'm sorry , I'll just back off . I bet you already forgotten all the bitter and sweet memories we went through , I can't forget em' . Like you said , you moved on .


I freaking feel like killing myself when I see your face , it's like a sharp needle poking my heart when I just see that smile of yours and remembering that I can't have you in my arms again , I just ....


I bet that you're not even reading this post right now , but to be honest , my heart will never let go of you , I might say that I moved on , but deep inside , you're still there .

I try to be happy for these few people :
Le-Yon , Cheng Jun , Kent Seong ,Kent Leang , Firdaus , Jia Rui , Garry , Yao Dong , Yu Yang , Samuel Tek , Yong Wai Han , JoeHann , Matthew , Euwern Wong , Bryan Lai , Wei Kin , Shan Jun , Erin Chew , Amanda Ng , Amanda Chin , Meigie Yap , Fong Lam , Khang Yen , Jin Zhen , Amber Liew , Yueh Qi , Zheng Yang , Hock Soon , Ern Tze , Bing Tzen , Wei Sheng , Kuan Aeng , Nathanael , Jok Onn , Fong Min , Ying Hui , Sze Too , Wen Hao , Adrian Tan , Chee Wei , Koon Wei , Yong Heng , Kae Yong , and many more .

Thanks to those who gave me strength and courage that I needed to fight this war , I fought it bravely with you guys by my side . ILY . :)

Bye , nights readers :) Have A good rest :)

Sorry for the dramatic post if that's what you call it >.<

SAYONARA !!!


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