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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Gone .

I don't like Amanda Ng , why in the hell does everybody thinks that I do ?? I'll only love Marissa Remesh Natesan forever . I swore . I won't break my promises anymore .

Dedicated to : M____ R____ N_____

I really really love you , I don't know how to express it to you anymore , we're face to face but we're not eye to eye , our hearts drifted apart . I really need you in my life . I don't want to lose you ever again . Please just don't let go . Please give me another chance . I never loved anyone else other than you , please believe me , I can't live without you , and it hurts to not have you by my side anymore . If you're angry then just tell me , I'll change for you , I will . My heart's with you , so please come back to me , I can't forget everything we've been through , can you ?? Please just don't go and give me another chance . I don't and won't love another girl other than you , I really miss you ...
Hope that you're there to read this , I can't stand not having you .

Thanks for everything you've done , I love you forever & always . Don't let go .

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Dreams ..

Dreams were never meant to be , were never maent to come true , were never meant to be happy things . Nightmares , they do happen . It's like dejavu , evrything's happening again :( I can't live like this anymore .

Things weren't the way it was anymore , everything's tearing apart . Do you even love me ?? Was it a dream ?? I don't understand . I love ____ , I need ____ , I miss ____ , I want ____ , I'm crazy in love with ____ :(

Sorry for short post , got no mood :(

Monday, October 4, 2010

Boring =.=

Sienn like hell la !!! What can I do in school ?? Play basketball ?? Play football ?? Still freaking sienn la x( Damn weih , I miss the times when I get to teman you the whole afternoon :( It was so happy and fun that time . :( I don't know whether I will get that chance again or not :( Hope that I can la .

So what's going on recently ?? Tell me stories , I'm bored . Hang-out with me , I need someone to talk to . Bored like hell weih , can someone save me from this kingdom of boredomness ?? It kills to live in this kingdom .

Life's unfair . Everyone's gone crazy . Something is wrong . Haha . I'm not emo just some parts of a song . Argh !!!!! Why isn't that girl online ?? I need to start typing stuff la , my hands tak boleh tahan liao larh !! Come online leh , anyone but it's best if that person was you :D

But do you care ?? I'm not sure la . What to do ?? Should I ask you ?? Don't know . CONFUSED :S Arghh , confusion x( Don't know where to run to , who to run to :( Need help x( Okay , stop with the unhappy things would I ??

Ermmmm .... What to type leh ?? Feel like typing 100 pages of words but I don't know what to type xP Oh , haha . Found a story . Saya akan menceritakannya dalam Bahasa Malaysia , boleh tak ??

Hari ini , saya ditampar oleh seorang pemuda yang berisi semasa saya sedang bermain bola keranjang . xD Pada masa itu , saya betul-betul ingin menampar orang itu dengan sekuat-kuatnya tetapi saya dapat menenangkan hati saya dengan hanya menengok ke arah orang tersebut xD Orang tersebut ialah ... Nanti baru saya akan memberitahu rakan sekalian x) Saya sendiri pun tidak tahu apa sebabnya hatiku akan tenang ketika saya menengoknya xD Selain itu , hatiku berdebar-debar apabila dia lalu di hadapan saya . Saya ingin bersamanya sekali lagi , tetapi ... saya fikir mungkin saya tidak mempunyai tuah untuk menjadi teman lelakinya lagi :(

Okay xD How's my BM ?? Good right ?? I know xD Joking . I'm not that perasan . I'm not a NERD okay ?? Don't call me that okay ?? Thank you for your cooperation :)
Hehe , I just think I LOVE HER !!! I'm SIAO d x)


Haha , sorry . I'm crazy till I can't type anymore so sorry x( Sorry for short post . Post again sometime . Nights guys and girls : ) Sweet dreams :D

SAYONARA :)

Friday, October 1, 2010

What's going on ??

What's wrong ?? What's going on right now ?? What's tearing us apart ?? Everything's going the wrong way . Unexpected things are happening right now , so what do I do ? Cause I still love you ..

I don't know what's happening , I don't know what to do , I don't know how you feel , I don't know why stuff like this are happening , I don't know what to say , I don't know what's right and wrong . This stuff happened after you left . I can't say much , I gotta let you go , it's for your own good right ?? You're better off without me , I should be happy if you're happy . So I guess this is it .

I'm just sorry . I keep making mistakes . I know I'm wrong . But at least , let me know what I did wrong . I swear that I'll never talk to you ever again . Just go on , it was always what you wanted right ??

I'm thinking about you , I'm thinking about the way we used to be , it was nice , perfect . But it's all the past now , let's just move on . Bye . I'll stop bugging you . You're free , run and never look back , leave the past behind and get along .

Our final goodbye . :(

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