I'm just damn freaking excitedd la.. btw, i spoke to XXXX ytd, sorry ya.... cant write the name =( erm... she said I was never sorry =( which I think is true, She's was right... I was never there for her, She wanted to die, She was emo-ing, She was sad, She was dissapointed, and yet I couldnt change anything, Sometimes I try to be there for MY FRIENDS, but I'm just USELESS,
I never really did SOMETHING to help THEM, all I did was stand there and watch THEM fall, All I needed was THEM, and all I ever did was bully THEM... Nevermind.... I'll try to change and I'm sry for EVERYTHING I EVER DID TO YOU, AND TO THEM.....
Ok... time to change the topic xD let's smile through-out the day =) Dun emo!!! Haha, I realize that I'm much more happier now =) ok, hmmm.. and fyi, the girl is not MEIGIE, And Meigie... Don't regret making your choice cuz your future is the path you took, pick wisely,haha =)
I'm shutting the door, No turning back, I'm used to missing YOU... Miss your voice but not anymore, I'm tryin to erase YOU from MY MIND.... I'm not gonna fall in the trap of yours anymore.. Tryin to erase the happy memories, There's NO MORE YOU.... I'm leaving your world for your own good and mine...
It's better IF we had more time together but it's too late..
The MEMORIES are fading away... I want to pull you close but all u ever wanted me to do is let you go, then you just go out of MY HEART and never would come into IT again. I'm DONE, IT'S OVER like you said, I'm done with missing you everytime before I sleep...
I told you that I LOVE YOU, But you're the one who left me miserable... I've trusted you and it's the worst mistake cuz now I'm on my own... You can't walk back into MY LIFE, We didnt really had anything but LIES....
I gave you MY WORD and I PROMISED to love you forever and ever, You had your chance and now it's over
Just go... Just go... Just go... Just go... Just go...
There's nothing inside me that still feels connected to YOU, It's a nightmare... looking at the way everything going now, it seriously just kills me.... Just go.... You left me alone in the darkness... To me, YOU'RE already gone in the dark... I'm fighting with my tears and my fears... I'm fearing to lose but looks like I already did... I'm don't wanna cry over you anymore cuz it's gone... I try to relax cuz YOU came and YOU left and it all went by so so fast...
You're already GONE... You're already GONE... You're already GONE... You're already GONE... You're already GONE...
I shouldnt love YOU but I want to... what's wrong with me? I'm getting duller and duller without YOU by my side... I shouldnt see YOU but I cant just look away.... Cuz I dunno how to stop this feeling I have for YOU... I've tried my best at moving on but I just seem to fail... And I've tried my best to let go of YOU but I just don't want to so what should I do right here right now??
It's getting hard to be around YOU, There's so much I can't say to YOU... Do you want me to hide the feelings and look the other way?? Just so you know that it's been hard for me to stay happy without knowing YOU would be there for me anymore... This feeling is taking control of me and I can't help it... This emptiness is killing me and I'm wondering why I've waited so long for YOU, Looking back and finally I realized that U would never love me from the beginning =(
Btw, wish me luck for tomorow yea?? haha thx and pls continue to comment in my CHATBOX on the right =) Arigato xD Thanks for the support =)
Done with this post and I'm done with YOU...
SAYONARA!!!
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