Wrong choices at the wrong times :'(

It os wrong for me to try to make things better ? :( Somehow , everything I do just make things worse . I'm sorry :( I'm trying to kay ? :( Every small problem turns into a big one .

It's just a small matter , why does it become such a big matter after a while ? :( I'm really sorry :(
I don't wanna make things worse . Stop saying that I'm not trying :( Can't you see how much pressure I have now ? :( Please stop everything now :(

I know that I might have some wrong doings at the very wrong time :( But I don't mean it la . I just wanna put in a small effort for a change . I know , I know , there's a million weaknesses in me , I'm never perfect , I'm just trying to make a change , make it easier to live :( I might as well kill myself now , well , I don't deserve any of this :( But , I just really intended to make life better for me . Am I being to selfish ? :(

I'm sorry if I did anything wrong :( I'm sorry :( I don't wanna make anything worse anymore :( I'm sorry :( I'm sorry . I'm sorry :( I'm sorry :(


Bye .

Missing puzzle piece ? Not completed ? :S

Love .

What does it mean ?
Why do we bother to keep it in our lives ?
Will it keep us happy all the time ?

I haven't found the answers for those questions . I'm a seeker . Looking for the answers . How many times will it take to get things right ? Wanting to start again . But still can't turn back time , have to face the mistakes I've made , the wrong roads I've chosen .

Just wanna fix things . I'm stronger now , through the obstacles I faced during the past few years :)
Try your best to make me fall down , but trust me , you're gonna fail by doing so :P Cause I know with each failure I get better . No matter what I'm climbing up these mountains . Life's an adventure . We can climb the highest mountains if we want to , get up and say : 'I can do it!' . Why don't we stay optimistic and continue the journey we have ? :) Smile for me , smile for yourself , smile for your family , smile for your teachers and smile for your buddies :)

Blow the candles out , as long as I have you , the path will be lighted up with your love :) I still have you . Still got you , so who should I be afraid of ? :) As long as I have you . Neither death nor anything on Earth scares me .

Done :)

SAYONARA :) :)

Why am I always making life so complicated ?! D:

I don't know what to do anymore . Am I falling for you ? Am I not ? I'm not sure D: I don't wanna break anyone's heart , and I don't wanna get mine broken too :(

Life is just so messy sometimes , I don't wanna live in misery . Someone please help me D:


Okay . Time to be happy :) Hehe , so , how's life for everyone ? :) Boring ? Fun ? Miserable ? You know you can always talk to me if you have issues :DDD Hhehe , I'm good at helping :)

I miss LH so so much la D: Ever since we left there , I never seen Kent Leang or Kent Seong , I never seen Wei Ming :( All my good friends are gone :( I wish I could just turn back time .

Yeah , I thought I found a great friend in my school , but then he went to Catholic -.- Hate him la . But luckily he stays opposit me la , so I can go bash him whenever I feel like it :DDD

Wow , wine is killing man :D It's nice but it kills your brain :D So , I've decided not to drink anymore :DDD ( It's a lie :P ) Hahaha :)

Ohhh , and I'm sorry for not posting for a long long long long long long time D': So sorry , just so busy with hw and stuff D:


Okay , gtg now :) Byebye . Have a great day in school for the afternoon sessions :)

Sayonara :D

Love ... starts with just a :) and ends with a :(

Let's just leave everything behind and move on . PRETEND that you never seen me before . Pretend that you never LOVED me before . Pretend that you never gave me your HEART , cause I think it's time to RETURN it to you . Nothing's perfect , we gotta fight for stuff we love . But you ain't fighting for this relationship , that clearly shows that you I'm not important enough to you .


Let's just end it . Movc on , I don't mean to be rude or mean , but moving might and leaving nothing behind would just cure your broken heart . Forget everything . Time would heal everything .

Letting go would be the best choice for you since you don't trust me anymore . Love is about trusting someone with you heart . But if you don't , those I love you's that you said would all just become a lie just to make someone happy .


Bye

x))

Aloha :D Hehe . Btw , ALOHA is MY WORD , nobody else can steal that word from me :P So starting from today , everyone stop using ALOHA :P It's a rule now , if not I call 999 and ask the police to put you into jail for breaking my rule :P


x) Currently talking to Erinchewyingsyuen :) Awwh , I just love talking to her , when I'm with her , all problems cease :D Ily a lot girl :) Forever , We will be together :)


Habbo :D Haha , thanks to my wife ( Erinchewyingsyuen ) for helping me create an account :DDD Hehe :D If not I wouldn't be playing Habbo now . x)) Yer , I'm so freaking jealous of Firdaus's Habbo , Freaking yeng leh (Y)

I freaking miss 151110 :) It was the most perfect-ed day in my life ♥ With her :) Argh , miss her so much now , what to do ? :(


Waiting for next year so badly . So I can see her again :) Hehe . I hope we would have fate to just meet at any time this Christmas . I still don't really understand the meaning of a mistletoe , I just know that it's a plant 8D Right ? :S


Haha . Sorry :( Today kinda hyper . :D Byebye :D Sorry for the short post . I just came blogging for Erinchewyingsyuen ♥ :)

BYE , take care yeah ? :)

Love is ever lasting . :)

I believe it now :) You'll be my FOREVER :) I thank you for the happy memories :D There'll be a lot more , I believe :D

So glad that you are mine :) For now and forever :)
I would never let you go :) I promise :D Would you ?
You're so NOTTY la :P We're the NOTTIEST couple I guess xD
hehe . I love you girl :D
Hehe :D


Omg :D She's causing global warming la :DDDD Haha , hawt dao .. :) Hehe . That girl up in that photo there , is my one & only . :) She's super cute la :DDD
I love her so so much that nothing could break us apart . :)
I'm so proud that she's mine now :) and for forever :D
♥ Iloveyou Erinchewyingsyuen ♥

You'll be in my heart no matter what :)


Sorry for the short post D: It was dedicated to the most important girl in my life forever ♥ :) ILY :)

SAYONARA :)

On planet Earth . You're the only person that's perfect

Iloveyou :) ♥

I'm speechless when I'm with you . I try to be someone that you'll like more when I'm with you , but I realize , all I need is to be myself . I can be myself when I'm with you .
:D
When I'm with you , I'LL MAKE EVERY SECOND COUNT , because I'll miss you whenever you're NOT AROUND . When I kiss you , I still get butterfly years from now . ♥

♥ And I'm in love . You , by right , is the only person that filled my life with colours :D You stepped into it , and now it's brightened :D
I thank you for everything you've done . I love you :D

I would never ever let go . I'll marry you :)

With my life , I'll swear to take care of you for my life :D
I'll only mean things when they're true :)
Iloveyou ♥
Nights everyone :D And to you too , sweetheart ♥