Need you now .

So much for a happy ending . 

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind cause you'll never know how much you mean to me . Even if it's just for a day , I would like to spend it with you . I would die to have that wish come true . I'll never wanna walk this path alone , but seems like nothing's going right . So much for a happy ending ehh ? 

I'll never find the words to say anymore , cause you're the one I dream of everyday . Memories so close to me but still they fade away . There's no use looking back or being stuck there wondering . Nothing gonna's change a thing . Now , it's so clear , I need you dear .

There's a dream I've been chasing , so bad that I wanted it to be reality . I'll raise up into the sky and then ask God why , that you and I gotta let go , cause I really need you now . Nothing could be compared to your love , nothing could ever be compared to your smile , you make life seem so perfect , there's nothing I would do to change that  . We've talked about the silliest things , We've did the stupidest things , We've make the funniest jokes , but still , we gotta let go .

I've never felt so happy , to see that little sparkle in your eyes , you just bring me into a whole new world . I saw so many pictures before I saw you , but now , all I see is you . You make my dreams come true , you make me look like a silly fool , and what can I ever do , just to make sure you feel the same way too ? 

I could just dream of you day and night . It's just so heart-breaking to know that I'll never get to hold you in my arms , now that you're happy , I guess I just gotta let go . I know it might seem like impossible , but all I ever wish for is a little place in your heart , then only I can start dreaming about impossible stuff . But if I don't mean anything to you , I seriously can't blame you , cause it was me that started loving you . 

Is love really that terrifying ? It leaves people crying , makes people feel like dying , what can I do to stop hurting , but above all ,  I'll never stop trying , cause I know that nothing would ever change this feeling .


We were made to be , suppose to be , meant to be , but we didn't make it happen . Dreams would still be dreams , wishes would still be wishes , fairy tales would still be fairy tales . Nothing's going to change that .

We feel so close , but still , we're far apart . I close my eyes , I look away , that's just because I'm not feeling okay . Our last goodbye , letting go of everything I've once held unto . All that I wanted is to hold you close , almost believing everything was not a dream , but fairy tales don't exist . And this love isn't true . 

Love stories wouldn't come true . Let's go on dreaming and believing that this wasn't a dreamy fairy tale , promise me , don't ever let anyone hurt you . I'm just so sick of the love songs , so tired of this tears ,  I'm finally done with wishing you were still here , in my heart , there's this little fear . I know you'll move on , but I'm hoping you'll move on with a smile on your face , don't let me down , because you'll always be the brightest star in my night sky . 

Let everyone see you as who you can be , and let yourself shine like you've never shine before , and let me know when you're not happy , so I could change that frown of yours . Never stop smiling , cause that's what you're best at . Let the world see your smile , so it could light up this world , and bring it to a whole new level . Even in the darkest jungles , nothing could keep out of reach from you . Continue being yourself , continue loving , caring , smiling and laughing , and never let anything bring you down . Remember that I'll never stop loving you , and I'll do anything to see that smile of yours . 

Let your smile light up the world . Let your kindness be in control of the universe , and your love , shed across the planets . I'll love you , even if loving you meant sacrificing my life , I wouldn't mind . 



But it's time for me to face the real truth , that I'll never ever stand a chance with you .

Love Song .

Take me to where there are the moon and the stars , to where you are .

It's so hard to live without you , but I have to . That sad song plays in my mind again , how am I ever gonna let you go , I must be going out of my mind thinking about you .

No one here to save me . That key to your heart , tossed into the sea . I'll never stop looking for it , but will God let me find it ? I don't know , I don't wanna know , I don't want you to know .

I find meaning in your name , if you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see , I'll be the light to guide you . With a broken heart , I'll still love you . Don't ever forget how much you mean to me . My eyes are closed , I feel my breath , I dream my dreams . Time stop now , let me be with you forever stuck in this moment of life .

Cause you're my all

Watching you walk away .

What hurts the most is being so close , having so much to say , and finally , watching you walk away .

When it all comes down to an end , I'll still be here , holding your hand . But if you believe that you belong with him , promise me you won't let anyone hurt you , always remember that I'll be here for you even if it kills to give you away .

You know you take my breath away , but would you ever feel the same way ? Yeah , I love you . That's a fact that I'll never regret . I hope you're okay , with the person you love , I'll pray for your happiness and that you'll never be alone .

What should I do to make you stay ? What should I do to make this love never fade ? What should I do to make the confusion go away ? All I know is that I want you to stay . 

When you look me in the eyes , and just tell me that you love me , I'll swear that I'll never leave you .

Happiness is just so far away , I'm always out of words to say when I see your face . What if you felt the same about me ? You're always running through my mind , but who's that special someone in your heart ? I really would die to know the answer . 

Tell me , if you're really in love with him , just don't keep me hanging on . I'll never regret meeting you in my whole life , you colored my world with rainbows , you're the candle that lights up my path , you're my strength when I'm weak , you're my eyes that cause me to see . And I thank you for everything you've done in my life , I'll never forget you , your name , your smile , your eyes , your hair , the way you treat me with a sincere heart . I L.O.V.E YOU .

All fears will be ceased whenever you're near , all hopes will be lifted high when you're here . All the hopeless dreams come true when I see you . What else can I do without you ? You make the impossible seem possible . You make every wild dream come true . You put smiles on my face effortlessly . You make me go crazy , and there's nothing I would change to feel this way . 

How do I tell you ?

The problem is you . You keep asking me what's the prob , and you left me speechless , cause it's you making my head spin round and round , it's you making me unable to make a right decision . It's just so hard to talk to you nowadays , all these times are hard , yeah , they're making me crazy and they're killing me . 

What would you do if you were in my shoes ? :( I really need help , but normally , I ask you for help , and no one else , you're like my problem solver , but now , you've turn into a problem to me . :(

Cut's and injuries ain't nothing compared to this . This is way below hell . What do I do when there's no other way to avoid you ? Do I just fake a smile and force a laughter ? hell , what do I do now .

I've got nothing to say anymore . This love story is just killing . I shouldn't have dreamed a dream that would never come true . My mistake , for mistaking this love . This was just a dream , nothing would come true , would it ? :( 

Bye . Nights . Thanks for putting a smile on my face for so long . 

I can't take this any longer .

Every word you say feels like a shooting star . 

I can't live without you . Even if it's just for a day . I could just dream of you without realizing , your perfect smiles make my day , the way you look me in the eyes could kill me , every word you say makes me happy . I really love you . I can't stop the way I feel about you . 

Even if it's for a day , I would like to spend every single second of it with you .  If only I could see you everyday , just to see your pretty smile and your awesome face , just to put a smile on my face . You make my problems disappear , you make my head spin round , you make me go crazy all night long , make me feel so happy , make me go so crazy , make me spend my nights just thinking of you , and I can't say anything else but I love you . 

If you could just whisper I love you to my ears sincerely , that would really mean the world to me . You're the moon in my starry night , and my sun in the morning light . You light up the way in the dark , but please , start showing me the way to your heart . 

You showed me what it's like to fall in love , so easily , you took my heart away . Love isn't that complicated , is it ? I just know that I've fallen for you , and I seriously love you . You just seem so wonderful , lovely . Words just couldn't describe you .

Each word you say , each song you sing , each laughter that you make , each smile you put on your face , could all take my breath  away . Even through the darkness of the night , you seem to my candle light , and lit up every single path in my life . You're the rainbow after every rain . You're the sunshine that shines everyday , you're the stars that fill up the empty sky , you're everything in my life .

Not a single word in the dictionary could tell anyone what you are to me . I would try my best to put a smile on your face cause I want you to be happy , even if you're happy with some other guy , I would pray that God blesses you two . Just for the sake of your happiness , I'm willing to do everything and anything . 

bye readers :) Thanks for reading all the posts all these while :) Love you guys :)

SAYONARA :D

Even if it rains all day long , I'll be here for you .

When it all comes down to an end , you'll realize that the one that truly loves you is the one you neglected the whole time .

I don't care what they say , I don't care where you're from , don't care what you did , I just need you to love me . How you got me going crazy is still a mystery , can't just get you out of my head .

Remembering all those memories just makes me miss you more and more , somehow , I can feel happiness when I'm with you . Who could ever make me feel that same way again ? And I want you to know , that no matter what , I'll never let go . I wouldn't and never could . No matter which road you've chosen , I'll still be here cheering you on . 

You've took a part of my heart away , I don't know what to say , what could I do to make this feeling go away ? Nothing . I know there's no way escaping this type of love . I know that this is what true love means , what forever means . 

I just can't figure it out . With you is where I rather be , I just wish you could be here with me , if only we could spend a night in the night sky , but I just don't know why , we weren't meant to be . 

Well , I just don't know hot to say this , the words got me choking .When we finally meet again , I'll know it's right , when there would no longer be sleepless nights , and all these would be worth the fight .

When we were miles apart , when we were holding everything back , when it was easier to be pretending , when it was easier than telling the truth , When we knew no matter what we did , nothing could bring us together , nothing could make us happier , nothing could make our lives better . We forced laughters , we faked smiles . Until now , we still don't know the truth . 

Don't ever hold back what you feel , it's never a good way .

Bye 

Where and what now ? :O

If only the skies was full of shooting stars , just to make one small wish come true , cause I really wish you were here . Put your hands together with mine , let me hold you throughout this journey of life . And I will take you in my arms , and hold you tightly and never let you go , till my life is through , this I will promise you . I would do anything just to have you in my life .

I know this feeling won't go away , I know I'm in love . But I'm terrified . What do I do now ? Watching love fail over and over again . For the first time , I found love . But is it true love or puppy love ? :o

You're never ever gonna be alone , from this moment on , I would never let you cry , i would never let you fall . When all hope is gone , I'll still be here loving you till the end .

Right or wrong , it's just so hard to tell . I lie awake till 4 in the morning , only got you in my mind . Just tell me you need me too , and let me stay right beside you . Going out of mind , just looking for a direction to go . 

No matter where I am , even in the most deserted areas of this planet , no other girls could take my heart away , and you're the one to blame . But what is it that takes your breath away , I have no idea , but hoping that I'm the one on your mind .

When your eyes meet mine again , I would never waste the opportunity to tell you the pain I've been through when there was no you . I wish I could talk to you for a while , just 10 little seconds , is it too much to ask for ? 

And when all else fails , I would be here cheering you on , when everyone hates you , I'll still be loving you , when the world is against you , I'll fight for you . And when I'm thinking of you , I hope that you're thinking bout me too . 

You take me to whole new world , full of love and happiness . Knowing that I'll never hold you like I did before . I can see it has change , I'm standing here but you don't see me , giving it my all just for a better change , don't wanna ever let you go . And the thunders are striking , standing in the rain , hoping that something would change . In the darkest nights , I hope that you'll remember the times we had . Now , I think it's really over .


Bye .