Lost, Once Again.

     Is this right? Is this how things should be? Is this what it feels like? I'm not sure any more. I'm not certain of the future, I can't read your mind. I can't possibly do anything right for once in MY life. 

     Why do we always try so hard just to please people? Why can't we just let our hearts choose the pathway of our lives? Why can't everything be so much simpler? Why can't we just empty all our thoughts and trust our hearts? Why? Why? Why?!


     Maybe, just maybe this once, you should do what your heart says. The heart aches are uncontrollable after being through so much, the heart aches will eventually make us insane. After what we've been through, even one sentence could bring destruction to this relationship. I really don't know what to do anymore. I really just want to be happy all my life. To just enjoy life for its' value. To just love and receive love. To just smile at the simple things in life. To just make you happy. Life is obnoxious at times, isn't it?

     We'll just smile like nothing happened okay? :) Just to make sure everyone smiles along with us. Hopefully, our acting skills are good enough to fool everyone. But hey, no promises about breaking down at times okay. We'll just be happy for what we have right now, and that is having each other. Let's just be grateful with everything we're blessed with. Let's just enjoy this happiness we were given, even if it's just for a moment.

Lost, Once Again.

11.11.11

Hey people! :) Aloha! :) 11.11.11, such a special date isn't it? :D hehehehe. my day started off with waking up at 10 in the morning, and then I went out for lunch with Mi Jia and Wai Mun :D Awesome people yo. :) Friends that accept me for who I am, not what I have :)

Watched Don't be afraid of the dark with the both of them too. We were like mental people the whole day. But hey, isn't being crazy fun when you're with your besties? ;) hahahha.

But somehow, something went wrong. I felt confused. Confused about my feelings you know. Confused about what will happen? Because we ain't from the same religion? Because it isn't good for me to not please God, especially with the person I love. I wanna do everything with you. That includes praising God. And I know, it'll be a lot different if I didn't date a Christian.

I guess, this is life. You get confused and uncertain. You get insecure and scared. You get mixed up and messed up. But we've still gotta go through this little journey of ours. Stay strong peeps :) Hope your 11.11.11 wish would come true :D byeeeeeeeeee. :) nights :) sweet dreams :D

Sayonara! :D

Just want to scream.

When tears come streaming down my face, and when I lose something I can never replace, and I will try to leave you alone.



Nothing's gonna change the things you said, I just really wanna move out sometime, it's like I'm not treated like your family member. If that's so, tell me.


Who's perfect? I'm trying to be perfect, but there's a limit to everything, so when you're mad you just take us as punching bags and punch us all you want? Who the hell are you to treat me that way?

I can't remember how, I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight. I just wish I could get out of this world now.

Life.

Once thought it was awesome, now I gotta think twice. What's the meaning of life? I've have no idea.
But I guess the main point is to be happy? Yes, I know what I said could be painful. but I'm sorry. I hope this little sentence could make a difference.

When is it gonna turn okay?

Could I hold you tight? I hope you're smiling because of me. But even if it isn't because of me, I hope you're happy. Can we dance real slow? Just to make every moment last longer. I don't wanna let you go.

This is a feeling I've never felt, and it feels so wrong when I think it's right. I love the way you look, I love the way you smile, I love the way you look me in the eyes, I guess I just love everything 'bout you? You're worth every lil second of mine. Thanks for the smiles, laughs, retarded moments, and everything you said that made my day.

I think you're the missing piece in my life. All I can say is that I was glad I got a chance to meet you. You leave me speechless with every word you say, you're just so wonderful ya know? Nobody could ever take your place from my heart.

Long lost. Forever Seeking.

  Aloha :) Lol. I haven't blogged for so long already, thanks to Facebook. :P So, today was Rachel Ho's farewell. and it was a teary evening. Sad that she's going even when I don't really mix around with her. But I know she's a very nice and caring girl.

I had a lot of fun in the morning too :) Thanks to Looi Mi Jia :D He's an awesome dude, and he's a caring friend :) Thank God that I met him in my life :) Hope our friendship will last forever :)

As for tomorrow, it'll be another And1 Street ball tournament. But it's an under-14 one, so I guess it'll be a lot tougher. But most of all, I hope that Nicholas Choo, Garry Pang and I will have fun and get experience from it :) Hope that we'll have a great day tomorrow :)

No one would like to hear the painful truth . But people rather hear a sentence of truth than a 1000 sentences of lies. So speak the truth no matter what, tell people what you really think. Then maybe, just maybe, people will start liking you :)

I thought I could escape from this heartache, and this pain I feel it won't go away, and today, I'm officially missing you. And I could be your hero, I could take away all your pain, I could make you never look back. But would you save my soul tonight?

You never fail to take my breath away, with every single word you say, and I will stay with you forever. Bucket full of tears, and I'm still here waiting. And baby, how much I wished you were mine.

Hold on, I promise it'll get better, and when it rains, I'll hold you even tighter. I know it's right, because of the way you looked into my eyes, I'm just so glad you're in my life. I'll never regret meeting you.

I'm seeking for an answer, but I'm just scared of being rejected. and I hope that you would succeed in everything you do. Hope you never regret every choice you make. Stay happy. Carve a smile on your face, because you look the prettiest when you smile.

You were my reason to live.

Smile :)

Hahahaha :) thank you for making me smile beautiful :) You know you can make rainbows appear in my heart :) Continue smiling and kill everyone with your smile :DD 

When all hope is gone, I know that you'll be able to carry on :) You're the best thing I have in my life :) I'll never let you go :) Even when the skies turn green , I'll still be loving you , even when the mountains starts trembling when they hear your name :) I'm starting to regret not spending all my time with you. :(

If you ever feel like letting go, I'll never let you fall. Every single might be our only one, what if tomorrow ever comes? I don't wanna start regreting not telling you all of these things. Oh girl, I'll stand by you, I'm forever yours faithfully :)

Two strangers start to learn how to fall in love again.No matter which road you gotta take, I'll be there for you. Remember all the things that we wanted, remember all the memories that haunted, I'll never let go.

Byeeee . :)