Loving each other ~ Forever love :D

Aloha :DDDD I'm freaking happy :DDDD hehe :DDDDD You've brighten up my day , You left a smile on face , You've left a perfect memory for me before we graduate :D I don't know what else to say other than ILoveYou :DDD

Kor , I'm sorry ... D: I freaking hope that you're not mad :( IF YOU ARE , I really don't have anythign to say except I'm sorry , you cheered me up when I was dead EMO , if you hate me , then I really will be sad :( But just know that I'm sorry :(


ILOVEYOU !!! :D You made me hyper :DDD You made me feel like I've drank 20 cans of RedBull xDD :DDD hehehehe , you're in my head , and I can't get you out of it , You'll always be my #1 in my heart :D


I love you darling :DDDD

ECYS , We'll be together forever :) Iloveyou , forever & always :DDD

SAYONARA !!! :DDDD RedBull xDDDD

Cyber :DD

At Ftz now :DD With Firdaus , Samuel Tek , JoeHann , Choong Woi :DDDD Ponteng-ing is freaking fun weih :DDD

Sien weih , at school got nothing to do at all , wth weih , I miss you :( :( :( What to do ?? I can't do anything cause we're not even a couple ... Haihs D:

Sienn weih , nobody online .


Sorry for short post . Going to play Sudden Attack now :DDD

SAYONARA :DDD

... :(

Heyy readers :D Sorry for not posting for some time D: I was lazy and practically EMO D: Sorry ya , forgive me can ah ?? :( Gomenasai :(

Aloha Au la`oe means I love you in Hawaiian , I really do , but I guess it doesn't even matter to you anymore :( You have him in your life , and I ... I'm just another jerk that does not even worth belonging in your world , I'm sorry , I'll just back off . I bet you already forgotten all the bitter and sweet memories we went through , I can't forget em' . Like you said , you moved on .

I freaking feel like killing myself when I see your face , it's like a sharp needle poking my heart when I just see that smile of yours and remembering that I can't have you in my arms again , I just ....


I bet that you're not even reading this post right now , but to be honest , my heart will never let go of you , I might say that I moved on , but deep inside , you're still there .

I try to be happy for these few people :
Le-Yon , Cheng Jun , Kent Seong ,Kent Leang , Firdaus , Jia Rui , Garry , Yao Dong , Yu Yang , Samuel Tek , Yong Wai Han , JoeHann , Matthew , Euwern Wong , Bryan Lai , Wei Kin , Shan Jun , Erin Chew , Amanda Ng , Amanda Chin , Meigie Yap , Fong Lam , Khang Yen , Jin Zhen , Amber Liew , Yueh Qi , Zheng Yang , Hock Soon , Ern Tze , Bing Tzen , Wei Sheng , Kuan Aeng , Nathanael , Jok Onn , Fong Min , Ying Hui , Sze Too , Wen Hao , Adrian Tan , Chee Wei , Koon Wei , Yong Heng , Kae Yong , and many more .

Thanks to those who gave me strength and courage that I needed to fight this war , I fought it bravely with you guys by my side . ILY . :)

Bye , nights readers :) Have A good rest :)

Sorry for the dramatic post if that's what you call it >.<

SAYONARA !!!

Gone .

I don't like Amanda Ng , why in the hell does everybody thinks that I do ?? I'll only love Marissa Remesh Natesan forever . I swore . I won't break my promises anymore .

Dedicated to : M____ R____ N_____

I really really love you , I don't know how to express it to you anymore , we're face to face but we're not eye to eye , our hearts drifted apart . I really need you in my life . I don't want to lose you ever again . Please just don't let go . Please give me another chance . I never loved anyone else other than you , please believe me , I can't live without you , and it hurts to not have you by my side anymore . If you're angry then just tell me , I'll change for you , I will . My heart's with you , so please come back to me , I can't forget everything we've been through , can you ?? Please just don't go and give me another chance . I don't and won't love another girl other than you , I really miss you ...
Hope that you're there to read this , I can't stand not having you .

Thanks for everything you've done , I love you forever & always . Don't let go .

Dreams ..

Dreams were never meant to be , were never maent to come true , were never meant to be happy things . Nightmares , they do happen . It's like dejavu , evrything's happening again :( I can't live like this anymore .

Things weren't the way it was anymore , everything's tearing apart . Do you even love me ?? Was it a dream ?? I don't understand . I love ____ , I need ____ , I miss ____ , I want ____ , I'm crazy in love with ____ :(

Sorry for short post , got no mood :(

Boring =.=

Sienn like hell la !!! What can I do in school ?? Play basketball ?? Play football ?? Still freaking sienn la x( Damn weih , I miss the times when I get to teman you the whole afternoon :( It was so happy and fun that time . :( I don't know whether I will get that chance again or not :( Hope that I can la .

So what's going on recently ?? Tell me stories , I'm bored . Hang-out with me , I need someone to talk to . Bored like hell weih , can someone save me from this kingdom of boredomness ?? It kills to live in this kingdom .

Life's unfair . Everyone's gone crazy . Something is wrong . Haha . I'm not emo just some parts of a song . Argh !!!!! Why isn't that girl online ?? I need to start typing stuff la , my hands tak boleh tahan liao larh !! Come online leh , anyone but it's best if that person was you :D

But do you care ?? I'm not sure la . What to do ?? Should I ask you ?? Don't know . CONFUSED :S Arghh , confusion x( Don't know where to run to , who to run to :( Need help x( Okay , stop with the unhappy things would I ??

Ermmmm .... What to type leh ?? Feel like typing 100 pages of words but I don't know what to type xP Oh , haha . Found a story . Saya akan menceritakannya dalam Bahasa Malaysia , boleh tak ??

Hari ini , saya ditampar oleh seorang pemuda yang berisi semasa saya sedang bermain bola keranjang . xD Pada masa itu , saya betul-betul ingin menampar orang itu dengan sekuat-kuatnya tetapi saya dapat menenangkan hati saya dengan hanya menengok ke arah orang tersebut xD Orang tersebut ialah ... Nanti baru saya akan memberitahu rakan sekalian x) Saya sendiri pun tidak tahu apa sebabnya hatiku akan tenang ketika saya menengoknya xD Selain itu , hatiku berdebar-debar apabila dia lalu di hadapan saya . Saya ingin bersamanya sekali lagi , tetapi ... saya fikir mungkin saya tidak mempunyai tuah untuk menjadi teman lelakinya lagi :(

Okay xD How's my BM ?? Good right ?? I know xD Joking . I'm not that perasan . I'm not a NERD okay ?? Don't call me that okay ?? Thank you for your cooperation :)
Hehe , I just think I LOVE HER !!! I'm SIAO d x)

Haha , sorry . I'm crazy till I can't type anymore so sorry x( Sorry for short post . Post again sometime . Nights guys and girls : ) Sweet dreams :D

SAYONARA :)

What's going on ??

What's wrong ?? What's going on right now ?? What's tearing us apart ?? Everything's going the wrong way . Unexpected things are happening right now , so what do I do ? Cause I still love you ..

I don't know what's happening , I don't know what to do , I don't know how you feel , I don't know why stuff like this are happening , I don't know what to say , I don't know what's right and wrong . This stuff happened after you left . I can't say much , I gotta let you go , it's for your own good right ?? You're better off without me , I should be happy if you're happy . So I guess this is it .

I'm just sorry . I keep making mistakes . I know I'm wrong . But at least , let me know what I did wrong . I swear that I'll never talk to you ever again . Just go on , it was always what you wanted right ??

I'm thinking about you , I'm thinking about the way we used to be , it was nice , perfect . But it's all the past now , let's just move on . Bye . I'll stop bugging you . You're free , run and never look back , leave the past behind and get along .

Our final goodbye . :(